Chores
by J.E. Deegan
Cliff Ashmon listened to sounds only absolute quiet can
reveal: curtains
rustling under the vagaries of a playful breeze; the occasional
creaking of
floorboards settling into sleep; the hushed heartbeat of the captain’s
clock
on the mantle. And his own heartbeat, rising then falling in time with
his
not-yet-uniform breathing.
He was alone. The living room was dark save for a cloudy wash of light
seeping in from the doorway leading to the basement. Earlier, he had
neither turned the light off nor closed the door, oversights that now
had
him somewhat ill at ease but with no overriding compulsion to correct.
In
fact, as his breathing steadied and the darkness surrounding him
softened,
he felt a queer satisfaction in staring at the light, at the opened
door.
They kept the memory of the chore he had recently completed fresh and
animated in his mind.
He sank back to the couch, closed his eyes, and let his mind drift back
to
earlier that night.
******
The chore had taken less than an hour, which surprised him.
But
everything had proceeded smoothly and without severe complication.
Still, it had been exacting work, the type requiring care and attention
to detail. His brow gleamed with sweat; the muscles of his arms and
shoulders throbbed. His back burned with each movement, and his knees
ached from kneeling on the floor. Moreover, the smell in the room was
abominably bad – a consequence he hadn’t anticipated – and at times had
his mind spinning. But he endured the nauseating discomfort because he
didn’t dare open the kitchen windows for fear that the breeze swirling
outside would gossip his activity to neighboring households. Especially
to the people next door, Jason and Kim Tate, who at any moment day or
night might decide to take off on one of their three-mile jogs around
the neighborhood.
The Tates were world-class weirdos.
******
A…noise?
Those words suddenly appeared and burrowed through Cliff’s thoughts of
the
Tates. His eyes popped open and raced back and forth across the living
room. His ears primed for sound. A sharp breath clawed at his chest.
But
there was nothing to see except the familiar layout of the room, now
populated with formidable but fixed shadows created by the light
spilling
from the doorway leading to the basement. Nothing to hear but the
natural
sounds of the house at night. Yet he felt his heart thumping and found
himself rigid, his limbs locked, his fingers digging into the plush
stuffing
of the couch.
Nerves, he concluded with a rush of breath…or something stirring
outside;
something ordinary and unthreatening he normally wouldn’t have given a
second thought to. Nothing to be alarmed about.
His pulse began to slow and he eased back into the cushions, his mind
again
on the chore he had completed earlier this evening in the kitchen.
******
He had been fastidiously thorough in his preparation for the
chore.
There could be no mistakes. No flaws. No errors in judgment or action.
No slip-ups that might cause his plan to tumble around him.
He had, he believed, thought of everything.
He had covered that area of the kitchen floor where he did
the chore
with a thin, clear polyurethane sheet, then had surrounded the sheet
with dry, fluffy bath towels to catch any overflow. He had positioned
the huge washtub Donna used to wash her dog Cisco in the center
of the sheet and had filled it with an adequate
supply of sturdy
plastic trash bags. The curtains to the windows over the sink had been
drawn, the door to the back porch had been locked, and he had
meticulously sharpened the huge bone-handled butcher knife and the
short-handled axe. Earlier that afternoon while
Donna was at work, he had gone so far as to empty the upright freezer
in the basement and had hauled its contents of frozen meats, breads and
vegetables to the Travis River, where he furtively dumped them. He
would need the freezer for a time – long enough to ensure that the
oozing, pulpy parts he intended to stuff into the trash bags would
sufficiently gel so that no telltale trace would leak through the bags
to the bed of his pick-up during the 20-mile drive to Adamville.
One couldn’t be too careful with a chore that, if discovered,
would put
him behind bars or in his grave.
He was about to deposit Donna in the freezer.
Donna Nelsen, his – although she abhorred the word –
companion for the
past six months. Donna, the girl he had hoped to save from the depraved
existence she had chosen. Donna, who, he had sadly come to realize, was
corrupted far beyond deliverance by the temporal world. Talking with
her, pleading with her – even praying for her – had accomplished
nothing. So, when she returned that night from her sinful job at the
SWIZZLE STICK LOUNGE, he had killed her, fully confident that this
punishment would ensure her redemption in the next world.
******
Cliff sank deeper into the couch and let memory replay the chore that
had
saved Donna’s soul.
******
He waited behind the kitchen door, sharpened butcher knife in
hand, and
grabbed her when she walked in calling for Cisco. His free hand glued
to her mouth, his elbows strapping her arms to her sides, he maneuvered
her to the sink and used his weight to pin her against the counter. He
forced her torso over the sink, pulled her head back, and drew the
blade of the butcher knife swiftly but deeply across her throat.
“Hell’s fire won’t get you now, my love,” he whispered into
her ear.
A warm sticky wetness bubbled through his fingers from her
mouth and
gushed thickly from the neat almost surgical gash above her trachea.
Feeling it, a sudden vigorous rush of exhilaration surged through him.
That strange yet stirring sensation disturbed him for a moment. His
mission, after all, was one of salvation. But as though caught in the
acute sludgy slowness of a dream, he watched bug-eyed as Donna’s blood
painted the sink red.
An hour later she lay before him on the polyurethane sheet in
fifteen
neat and separate pieces.
Her hands, chopped off with the ax just above the wrists.
Then her forearms, hacked off at the elbows.
Upper arms amputated at the shoulders.
Her legs, too, were severed into three sections each: feet
and ankles
together; then her lower legs to her knees; then upper legs to the
juncture of thigh and groin.
Her head and neck were severed as one piece, with two, hearty
swipes of
the axe.
That left her trunk, which he split vertically between her
breasts with
the butcher knife. “How’s that for cleavage, baby?” he had said while
slicing through her chest.
He laughed aloud at that remark but stopped abruptly when her
intestines began spilling out. He grabbed at them but they slithered
through his fingers like frightened eels. Blood trapped in the cavity
of her chest flooded the floor as panic flooded his brain. He found
himself groping madly on the polyurethane sheet, grasping desperately
at
her innards and sliding about like a bar of soap in a wet tub. The
absurdity of his effort caught up with him as he lay on his stomach,
cradling Donna’s insides as though they were toys, he wanted no one
else to play with.
When reason returned, he laughed again and wondered what the
perverted
patrons of the grimy strip joint where Donna worked would think of
their Darling Donna now? He pictured the separate parts of her lewdly
gyrating on the small stage, showering blood and gore upon the drunken,
slobbering crowd as they madly reached and groped for a piece of her.
But then an image of Donna dancing the obscene dance she danced at the
lounge every night took hold and shook his mind from its eidolon. He
had begged her repeatedly to quit that iniquitous employment and
abandon Limboland, the vile backwater of the city where once-human
fiends peddled physical and emotional contagion to those who had chosen
to wallow in decadence.
“Once and for all, get off it, Cliff!” she had said two days
before in
that brusque and belittling tone of voice she like to use on him. “Like
I told you before you suggested this arrangement of ours…don’t EVER get
the idea that you own me! My living with you is strictly a matter of
convenience, and it’s strictly temporary!” A wicked smile then curled
the corners of her mouth as she said, “Besides, I like my job. I’m damn
good at it.”
Not for long, you’re not , he had thought at the time.
It took three trips with the washtub to transport the five
trash bags
containing Donna’s parts to the freezer in the basement. Once they were
frozen, he would bury each bag separately and deeply in an uninhabited
tangle of woods and marshes near Adamville, some twenty miles north of
the city.
Cleaning the kitchen wasn’t nearly as difficult as he
imagined it would
be. His foresight proved invaluable: the polyurethane sheet and huge
absorbent towels kept the mess neatly contained. Still, he meticulously
scrubbed the floor and sink then stuffed his blood-soaked clothes into
a trash bag. Finally, he scrubbed himself nearly raw under a hot
shower.
One couldn’t be too careful.
******
The noise again.
An incongruent sound. Not an ordinary middle-of-the night sound, but a
brisk, rough scratching irregularly punctured by a short sharp howl.
Cliff
sat stiffly upright, his heart thudding in his chest. His eyes shot to
the
opened door that led to the basement, to the light streaming into the
hallway.
The sound suddenly stopped, and he listened for a full minute before he
breathed again. But the breath was long and deep and not at all
confident.
He questioned himself about going to the door, about looking down into
the
dim bowels of the basement where the parts of Donna were turning to ice
in
the freezer.
Then came an ordinary sound: deep rolling thunder not far away. He
looked
to the window and saw bright bolts of lightning stabbing the black sky.
The storm, he thought, remembering tonight’s
weather forecast.
He pushed himself to his feet and stood unsteadily, trying to decide
what
to do next. Then he went to the door and peered through the thin screen
of
light into the basement.
The not-ordinary noise sounded again…a deep, fierce growl that smacked
of
something familiar. Before he could move, a dark gray shape with
blazing
yellow eyes raced into the light and up the stairs. Instinct spun Cliff
sideways as the shape tore past him, its teeth slashing at his legs. He
whirled about, his back to the basement, and braced himself within the
doorway as the shape made a clumsy pirouette on the wood floor and
lunged
again at him.
Caught square in the chest by the snarling, raging horror, Cliff
toppled
backward and crashed to the stairs in a bone-jarring explosion of
white-hot
pain.
******
He came to slowly, drifting erratically toward consciousness through a
maelstrom of sharp, stabbing light and rumbling noise. As his eyes
cracked
open, he thought the fireworks in his brain to be mental imprints of
the
storm which he could see flashing in the doorway at the head of the
stairs
like faulty strobe lights. Yet some deep persistent signal suggested
that
something more was wrong. Something terribly wrong that still lay
numbed
beneath a groggy disorientation.
Disorientation suddenly gave way to agony.
His left ankle began screaming, pumping fiery waves through his leg
into
his groin. He reached reflexively for the tortured limb, but was driven
backward by a fresh explosion of pain. He let the agony subside then
forced
himself to calmly examine his predicament. He found himself supine on
the
small platform that joined the perpendicular sections of the stairs,
wedged
like a crippled puppet into a corner of the walls. His legs angled up
the
stairwell, his left crazily twisted, his ankle trapped beneath a corner
of
a step and the base of a post that supported the handrail.
How?formed on his tongue.
As he remembered, agony gave way to anger.
“CISCO!!” The name roared out of him with a rage that smothered the
pain
boiling below his knee.
Cisco answered with a ragged growl, and Cliff realized that the dog was
here, with him, watching from the shadows near the freezer.
He swallowed thickly, squinted into the muddy darkness of the basement,
and
saw a pair of molten eyes. Behind them was Cisco, Donna’s immense
Husky,
who hated him as deeply and passionately as he adored his mistress.
During
the past six months an uneasy truce had existed between them, but with
Donna gone, so was the armistice. Cisco was now ninety pounds of savage
fury that could rip him to shreds.
Cliff’s mind reeled backward to hours before, to another perceptive
step in
his precise plan. Knowing full well that Cisco would have gone for his
throat had he seen Donna assaulted, he had lured the beast into the
fenced-in back yard with a flank of raw steak before she arrived.
The window!
He nearly bit through his tongue when he remembered the hinged oblong
window just above ground level that Donna left unbolted for Cisco’s
convenience. His eyes shot to it, now creaking back and forth with the
wind. Water washed freely in from the force of the rain and coursed its
way
toward the freezer.
He hadn’t remembered the window earlier. He should have.
A burning ball of lead formed in his gut as he realized that he had to
free
his trapped leg before Cisco decided to free it as well as the rest of
his
limbs from his torso.
He tried…and couldn’t. Not by fighting his way through a firestorm of
suffering in a slow deliberate reach…not by using his free foot as a
lever
to pry the captive limb loose…not by a desperate all-out grasping lunge
which did nothing but drive scorching spikes the length of his leg.
He fell back against the wall, sweat streaming down his face, teeth
clenched so hard they hurt. But not nearly as much as his leg, now
grotesquely swollen and throbbing angrily.
Cisco stirred, and Cliff’s breath froze. The water from the flapping
window
had reached the dog; the beast was on its feet and moving. Its molten
eyes
brightened; the dark-gray features of its head gained shape. A vicious,
feral snarl soaked the air then was lost beneath a fresh assault from
the
storm. The house shook and groaned. The lights flickered, flickered
again,
and Cisco sought refuge under the double sink beneath the flapping
window.
The water reached the freezer. Then it reached the frayed power cable,
which looped to the floor between the wall socket and the freezer’s
machinery.
The cable went berserk.
Like a speared snake, the cable whipped and thrashed crazily then split
in
two amidst a shower of sparks and hissing blue light. The live end
slammed
into the puddle of water and the water boiled and bubbled and glowed
like
some eerie deep-sea phosphorescence. The cable leapt from the frothing
water, lashing about and spitting its fiery spit. For a moment it
hovered
like an arched cobra then impaled itself into the back of the freezer.
The
freezer hummed. It quivered. It shuddered like some squat oblong beast
slapped from sleep. And it glowed, an electric blue-green singing with
static.
“Sweet Jesus! This can’t be real!” The words took flight on their own,
winging from Cliff’s mouth like a flurry of bats spooked from a cave.
Then came another sound. A vague, muffled whispering that had Cisco
moving
toward the freezer from his spot beneath the sink. The sound was what
it
couldn’t be. Donna’s voice. Hushed and distorted by the metal skin of
the
freezer, but Donna’s voice, beseeching Cisco to come to her.
Cliff’s breath, too, began moving, slashing through his chest like
exploding shards of glass. He stared incredulously at the freezer, his
expression that of a corpse come back to life only to find itself
trapped
in a box beneath the earth. It was absolute terror that then had him
lurching repeatedly forward, stretching fervidly for his imprisoned
ankle.
Spurring this effort was a riotous surge of dread that swept sense and
pain
aside…and got him nowhere.
Thwarted, exhausted into submission, Cliff collapsed against the wall,
unaware that the bone above his ankle had splintered and torn through
his
flesh. His mind was elsewhere, busy issuing an ardent petition that the
phantoms swirling up from the dark chasms of his mind would wither
away.
They didn’t.
A fresh wash of light in the basement hooked into his eyes and pulled
them
around toward the freezer. The door was opened, and Cisco sat
attentively
in front, his tail sweeping the floor, his great gray head peering
inside,
his ears aloft and listening.
Listening to a voice from the freezer…a garbled voice, the voice of
someone
talking with a mouthful of marbles. Donna’s voice, telling Cisco to
pull
her out.
The dog obeyed. One at a time, Cisco slowly and carefully worked his
mouth
around the trash bags containing Donna’s parts and gently lowered them
to
the floor. When he completed his chore, he lay dutifully beside the
bags as
though awaiting a new command.
A bag moved, then split open. Donna’s right hand, covered with
death-gray
frost, crawled out and took immediately to task. It clawed at the bag,
widening the rent in the plastic. Next, her left hand crept free and
used
its finger-legs to spider itself to a second bag. That bag torn open,
Donna’s feet emerged and hopped free like a pair of toads. Soon all the
bags were opened; all of Donna was free, and her hands began working
feverishly to piece her parts together.
Hopelessly stupefied, Cliff could only watch.
The sections of her legs merged reasonably well together, except for
her
left foot, which had been badly mangled by the axe. It ended up canted
awkwardly inward from her shin. Her torso proved more problematic. The
vast
rift between her breasts wouldn’t completely close, and her intestines
tumbled out like loops of slippery ropes.
Undeterred, Donna’s hands continued their chore, next linking her upper
arms to her shoulders then her forearms to her upper arms. That her
left
forearm had become lost under a tumble of shredded trash bags seemed to
her
a minor annoyance. After but a moment’s fruitless search, the hands
adjoined her head and neck to her trunk then scrambled to their
positions
on her limbs. Her right hand quickly and easily bonded itself to the
proper
forearm, but her left, unable to gain a suitable hold on the stump of
her
elbow, had to torpedo itself into the shredded flesh below her biceps.
Her parts reunited, Donna Nelsen laboriously gained her feet and stared
at
Cliff, her eyes flat and yellow in the faded light, a horrible grinning
urgency splitting her mouth. She staggered forward, her left foot
dragging
awkwardly, her stunted left arm swinging like an amputated pendulum.
She
paused at the double sink for the axe, gleaming like Satan’s tooth
where
Cliff had washed it clean. She pushed it clumsily above her head as she
wobbled toward the stairs, toward Cliff. Her mouth dropped open and
words
came out, cold and greedy and thick with wicked anticipation.
It was then that the feeble bridge linking Cliff Ashmon’s senses to
sanity
gave way, pitching his mind into a black and endless abyss. Now totally
immured within the protective cage of utter lunacy, Cliff’s body went
limp.
His face went blank; his eyes grew wide and dumbly curious. His lips
parted
to release a long, high-pitched moronic giggle.
Donna’s words bounced unheard off his skull.
“I’ve got a chore to finish, too, Cliffy.”
THE END
© 2023 J.E. Deegan
Bio: Holding a B.A. degree in
English from Colgate University, J.E. Deegan taught Language Arts in
public and private schools for twenty years. He also worked as a
communications specialist in advertising and public relations. Sports
have been an important part of his life; he played football and
baseball at Colgate and coached football and track at the high school
level.
Deegan has written a novel, two screenplays, short stories and poetry.
His published works to date are: THE MOMENTS IN BETWEEN, a volume of
poetry; LIMBOLAND, a collection of SFFH short stories; WHEN I WAS A
LITTLE GUY, a collection of children’s stories; and CHRISTMAS POETRY,
narrative poems written for his wife. A number of his short stories and
poems have been published in anthologies, in print magazines and on
internet sites. Additionally, he has had over fifty articles on a
variety of subjects published in trade journal magazines.
Deegan and his wife June reside in Spring, Texas; they have three
children and eight grandchildren.
E-mail: J.E.
Deegan
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