If Winter Comes
by Gregory
Santo Arena
'If Winter comes, can Spring be far behind?'
-- Percy Bysshe Shelley
Uno
'Giovanni!
Off
you go! Rina's
in hospital.'
Hearing Signora
Raffaella shouting to him in Italian to hurry
off to the hospital because Rina had been brought there shortly before,
Giovanni
sped away down the hill on his cycle. The door of the small damp flat
which was
home had banged behind him when he had heard the news from his
neighbour lady.
As he gained
speed going down the twisting narrow road weaving
in and out of the houses attached to the hillside in the little green
valley, Giovanni
heard Rina's huge Bergamask sheepdog, Torquato, running next to him
panting
like a steam engine.
The
two of them arrived at the turning at
the same time and continuing their perfect synchronisation turned
sharply left
where the crossroads were nestled in by a small fountain and ‘lavatoio’
(a type
of roofless and wall-less wash house) where the old ladies did washing.
The
cold early April air burnt Giovanni's
lungs as he started up the road climbing the east wall of the valley.
Giovanni
would have been able to hear his own laboured breathing if it were not
for
Torquato's now frequent and thunderous barking.
Finally,
the two of them arrived at the top
of the hill where the nuns ran a nursery next to the church dedicated
to those
who had lost their lives in the World Wars.
Giovanni
would have slowed more, perhaps
even stopped there at that point which to the left looked down to the
city and
to the right the small valley where Giovanni lived ... But Torquato's
barking
pulled him out of his reverie and they continued on. They passed under
the arch
of a building which spanned the road like the Bridge of Sighs in Oxford.
Giovanni's
old cycle creaked and bounced on
the road's cobbles as gravity seized it and began pulling it down to
the other
side of the hill towards the hospital where Rina was. The hospital was
in the
part of the city that the locals called the 'lower town'. That is the
town at
the bottom of the hill which housed a mediaeval acropolis which in turn
was
called the 'upper town'. Down they went, Giovanni clinging skilfully to
the
handlebar and Torquato barking in thunderous roars.
Due
Rina
lay there
immobile. Giovanni
went into her room and slowly approached the bed. He took her hand
watching her
as she slept.
She
seemed like a sleeping baby there in
the gentle light of the small otherwise vacant room. Her brilliant
cocoa-brown
eyes were closed peacefully. She was so different from her regular
self. She
was not shouting at Torquato because he had peed in the sitting room or
reproving Giovanni because he always spent too much time with her
instead of
friends or schoolmates. Her face was relaxed and tranquil, without the
cares and
pressures of working as a cleaning lady all day. She seemed a child.
Giovanni
started crying. Before having come
into her room a sister had told him that she would not wake. He could
not
believe it. She had to wake sometime. How could she sleep forever? He
wondered.
Rina was gone, but she was there. Giovanni could not quite sort it out.
He did
not want to believe it. He would
not
believe it.
And even
Veronica had seemed so strange. She had been outside
the hospital entrance -- supposedly to visit Rina as well, but...
Veronica was a
girl about eleven --Giovanni's age -- who lived
in the same road as he and Rina.
Giovanni
was even more convinced of it as
he quietly sobbed and tried to make his head stop spinning. Standing
next to
Rina's bed and still holding her hand he was nearly completely
convinced of the
fact that Veronica had come to the hospital, not to visit Rina, but ...
It was
general knowledge to everyone that lived in their road that Rina had
been
brought to hospital. So by rights anyone coming to the hospital should
come to
see Rina and not...
Giovanni was
certain now. Veronica had come to see him.
She
had had this daft smiling face. It was the same that she had had for weeks. It seemed ludicrous, but he
believed it now. Why she had come to see him was still a
mystery though. Trying
to sort it out while thinking of a way to get Rina back since the
sister had
said she would always sleep and wondering if Torquato was all right
where he
was waiting outside, Giovanni plopped down in a chair adjacent to
Rina's bed
and fell asleep.
Tre
It
had started snowing. Now there was already a lot of it about. Giovanni
groggily
surmised the situation from Rina's window. He rubbed his eyes again
trying to
wring the sleep from them. He saw that Rina was fine. She slept
peacefully in
the luminous darkness of the room. He knew she was going to wake up
eventually.
He just knew it – even if the sister was saying the opposite. He just
wondered
when. The white, white snow outside reflected all the available light
and
filtered it into the room. The small banks of snow forming in the
hospital
close were like Rina's form under the white bedclothes.
As
Giovanni was becoming more and more
cognisant, the snow storm outside intensified. There was a lot of wind
whirling
about outside now. All of the twirling outside made Sabbia's head spin.
He
realised that he felt dreadfully hot. He
touched his brow and found his palm full of sweat. He reached to the
adjacent
window to open it. He couldn't breathe any longer and his eyes burnt.
He
struggled with the window handle while the storm outside shrieked.
Giovanni
twisted the handle and the two
halves of the casement window flew open. The snow and wind swooshed in
knocking
him away and towards the door. Within seconds the storm filled the room
with
blinding snow and deafening wind.
'The
sister will really give me a rocket
now,' Giovanni yelped in its Italian equivalent fighting his way
towards the
open windows, the wind and snow pouring in to batter against his face
and
closed eyes.
Finally,
he closed the windows. His darkish
straight hair was filled with snow and his brown eyes were refreshed by
the
cool snow. The room was cool now. He breathed easily and almost in a
relaxed
fashion until he noticed the room. It was covered in about two feet of
snow
He
looked about incredulous.
But
this in itself wasn't so strange. Once
during a summer storm, the kitchen filled up with about eight inches of
hail
because the window had been left open. And all the crops in the
surrounding
fields had been devastated.
Being just
under the Alps, Borgo Vecchio, Giovanni's city, was
sometimes attacked by some very fierce weather. No, this was not the
strange
bit now. What was strange was that Rina was gone.
Silently,
Giovanni backed away from the window through the snow.
It was just now that he realised that the continuous noise he had been
vaguely
aware of before was Torquato's wild barking. He was in the close under
Rina's
window making a dreadful racket.
Giovanni
somehow found the door, pulled it
open against the barricade of the snow, then ran.
Quattro
Torquato had
led Giovanni up the hill barking furiously at the
huge flurry of snow flying overhead in the white opaque sky which was
so
characteristic of winter snow storms. The two of them had been chasing
after
the flying mass since it had captured Rina and shot out the window.
They were just
coming up the steps to the nunnery and the
church. Giovanni's legs burnt and his heart pounded like a pneumatic
drill, but
he continued running towards the path which led up to the highest part
of the
surrounding hills where the castle was. The cloud was going there.
But Torquato
stopped, ran about in little circles, his blond
woolly coat glistening in the scarce light, and moved towards the
arcade of the
nunnery which was in the direction of their house.
Giovanni
stopped a moment, unconsciously thought about where he
had left his cycle hidden at the bottom of the hill -- the bike was not
much
use coming back up the extremely steep ascent -- gasped for air, and
then
realised that Torquato wanted him to follow him towards home.
'But
--' Giovanni muttered gesturing to the
cloud which was flying ever more quickly towards San Vigilio the
highest point
of the surrounding hills on top of which the castle was situated.
Torquato barked
and barked until Giovanni followed. This not
only set off the entire neighbourhood dog population barking, but also
the
lighting up of a good number villas since it was now about eleven
o'clock at
night.
Running was
difficult because the falling snow was becoming shin-deep.
Giovanni was dripping was sweat but kept right on behind Torquato. They
shot
under the arcade and started the steep descent to their decrepit villa
which
had been split up into flats decades ago.
A couple of
nuns caught in and greatly delayed by the surprise
storm eyed them curiously as they passed and then with great interest
when Giovanni
slipped and began sliding down the hill.
Giovanni's
slipping down the entirety of
the hill was a stroke of luck though. He made it down in record time. A
few
moments later he and Torquato were outside their flat.
The snowy
silence about the decrepit villa was broken by the
slushing and tramping of Giovanni and Torquato. As they bounced in
under the
arch of the villa gate, they made an effort to move about cautiously as
not to
wake anyone.
They
slowly approached Giovanni's window
which looked out onto the terrace and then onto the green valley below
now covered
in a veil of snow. Torquato stopped halfway to give himself a good
shaking off.
Giovanni,
dripping with sweat and too hot
to feel the cold, arrived at the window just realising then that he had
absolutely no idea why he was approaching his bedroom window. Before he
could
think about it even for another second, he nearly jumped out of his
skin.
As
he had lightly touched the sill
something had brushed against his hand. Muffling a shriek, he saw that
it was
only his two hamsters Dante and Beatrice.
'What?'
he managed watching the two of them
scurrying back and forth on the sill.
More
strange than the fact that they had
somehow slipped their cage (but then again this was a feat they had
occasionally performed in the past) was the fact that one of them had a
string
in its mouth and the other a small bough of olive with six inches of
thread attached
to it.
Beatrice
gave the little bough to Giovanni
having bunged it from the corner of the sill and having pulled it as
she had
gone backwards.
Giovanni
slowly put it in his shirt pocket
and then buttoned it up inside.
It was a tiny
bough of olive tree blessed by the local priest. It
was like the one Rina had used in the past to send away the hailstorm
that had
ruined her poor geraniums.
It had been a
summer hail storm which had flown straight out of
the Alps. Rina had lit the bough and thrown it in the flower bed.
The hailstorm
had in fact subsided, but not before destroying
all of her geraniums. Rina had cried and cried. Other than Torquato
they were
the only thing she had.
Then
Dante dropped the piece of string into
Giovanni's hand that was somehow automatically opened to accept it.
Torquato
started making noises to go, whining and shifting
about. Giovanni wondered if he should not pull the string and so did. There was
immediately a slight thud at the
opposite end of his room. Giovanni pulled more and then saw that
attached to
the other end of the string was his bow case. It slid to him almost by
itself
just like all his memories of his daily target practice in the meadow
between
the two walls of the valley came rushing back to him now.
As Giovanni
pulled the case through the iron bars of the window
of the ancient and musty villa, Dante and Beatrice scurried away
towards their
cage. (The bars were a reminder of the long-ago days when the villa was
frequently under attack.)
Giovanni tucked
the bow case under his arm and ran off heading
towards San Vigilio Castle with Torquato.
Cinque
Waiting
for the clouds to bring Rina, Giovanni
wondered about Veronica. What did she do on Sundays? Was it her brother
who was
a wing? Her hair was very long. When he saw her last, he could see his
reflection in her dark eyes.
The
heavens flashed with lightning as
clouds swirled up onto the top of San Vigilio. They undulated up from
the
south-west wall of the rock fortress, the walls of which were perfectly
flush
with the rocky outcrop of the very high hill. In fact, the castle and
hill
seemed a single structure. The top of the hill crowned by the castle
was quite
flat, and encircled by a four-foot-tall parapet. It had been perfect
for
ancient warfare. Now the clouds obscured the eerie white snowbound sky
whilst
dancing macabrely about the flames of the wrecked lightening-struck
tourist
restaurant. Evidently it had fallen victim to the snow tempest and
freak
weather. An arriving fire engine's siren wailed in the far distance.
The cloud
mass had finished its ascent and was approaching Giovanni amongst the
fallen
trees. The hilltop was bare now, the violent winds of the snowstorm
having torn
away all of the usual trees. Suddenly
the snowy clouds drew back as if to fly away, but instead unveiled a
transparent
cumulus of snow in the midst of the rubble and smoke.
Under
the milky transparent dome Giovanni
saw Rina sleeping in her hospital bed.
The
strange mass of clouds twisted round,
coiling, uncoiling, encircling Giovanni whilst the dome became milkier
and more
opaque.
Watching Rina's
figure slowly fading away under the increasingly
white and opaque shell out of the corner of his eye, Giovanni readied
an arrow.
But then he stopped, perplexed. He did not know where to aim. Where was
its
head, its heart?
Sei
The mass of
clouds whirled about him more quickly as if
sneering. He drew. He held
his breath and
closed his eyes.
He could feel the
thing swirl about him tousling his hair and making gooseflesh jump out
of his
skin. In his mind's eye this monster -- and just now Giovanni had
finally decided
it was a monster -- was protean: perhaps firstly a dragon, then a
flying squid
with razor-sharp claws at the end of every tentacle, and then a huge
tarantula
drooling poison ready to trample and squeeze him to its horrid body not
only
suffocating and crushing him but simultaneously injecting him with
poison while
its mandibles slowly, but precisely and continually ripped away the
flesh about
his skull --
He released the
arrow. Its
shrill parting whistle like a snake's hiss pulled behind it Torquato's
barking.
Giovanni
remembered that a clumsy altar boy had spilt a whole
jug of holy water on his bow and quiver the week before when he had
forgotten
them at the local youth club.
Giovanni
opened his eyes and realised not
only that Torquato was beside him but that his barking had also been
radar for
the shot.
As
the hill exploded in light, Giovanni
automatically loaded another arrow. It seemed like daylight as an
orange football-sized
sphere sizzled in the air 100 feet above. All of its solar energy shot
out of
it like an incredible short circuit while the clouds flew away to the
opposite
end of the castle, 150 feet or so distant from Giovanni.
Giovanni
fully understood now. He had shot
in the direction that Torquato's barking had travelled. He also
realised that
the holy water was a good thing now even though at the time when his
wooden bow
and arrows had been doused, he had been quite worried about them
becoming
warped. Evidently the holy water had reset his bows and arrows.
He
pulled the bowstring to his cheek and
looked up in the white opaque sky to where the clouds huddled.
Giovanni wasted
no time and let the second of the seven arrows
fly. Upon impact the compact
cloud
mass fragmented into a million pieces. As the flash of the blast
subsided a
luminous silver disc appeared above the splintered mass which was now
sending
down innumerable streamers which encircled the acropolis.
Torquato had
started baying, but Giovanni had already realised
that the streamers had solidified into tentacles and the mass above the
thorax
of a huge squid which was now plummeting down on top of Giovanni and
Torquato,
its huge evil beak rapidly opening and closing making a horrible
screeching
noise. Giovanni quickly launched a completely vertical succession of
three
arrows at the squid before throwing himself down into the dungeon
entrance
adjacent. As he tumbled down the stairs Torquato bounded after him.
Two
seconds later there was a horrendous
thud on the earth above which shook the entire hill. It
was a good thing that Giovanni and Torquato had tumbled down
into the dungeon because the goings-on they could see through a grating
were
horrific. There was a storm of flying swords, hammers, and lightning
hacking
pulverising, and frying the devilish squid-beast. Within a minute it
was pulp
and liquid which was not only dribbling down the sides of the hill but
also
being absorbed into the white snow of the castle summit.
The two wasted no time and leapt back
up the stone steps to the ground level of the hill. A
strong wind was blowing which tousled Giovanni's hair and
Torquato's fur. The clouds were amassing and darkening on the southern
face of
the summit.
'Dai, dai, vieni
bastardo,' Giovanni said.
He drew. And in
the direction in which Tarquato barked there was a disturbance, a
turbulence in
the air which became a huge throbbing. A huge black heart appeared and
then
about it jumping
out
of infinity a dragon materialised. It roared and spit fire.
Giovanni
released. The arrow immediately
penetrated the scales on the dragon's chest. As it screamed and blood
spew, Giovanni's
heart began burning. As the dragon writhed, its enormous tail flailing
about
and nearly toppling the hill Giovanni thought about Veronica. Oddly there was a calm in his mind
and
Veronica wandered there. Then he realised that his heart was not
burning, but
that the tiny bough of olive in his pocket was. He also realised that
he only
had one arrow left.
As
the dragon vaporised into cold winter
mist and floated away, Giovanni pulled the tiny bough out of his
pocket. He
gently tied it to his last arrow with the length of thread that dangled
from
it. The little flame did not burn him and did not consume the bough.
Now
the mist spread encircling the large
turret of walls which in turn encircled and crowned the hill. The
circle of
mist began solidifying as did the vertical cloud mass supporting it.
The
encircling part became massive arms and where they joined the vertical
mass
enormous shoulders.
The
monster was nearly completely
materialised. Its gargantuan baying shattered the heavens and the mere
gaze of
its huge single eye seemed to batter the hill and castle.
Now
completely solidified in a body of ice,
the Cyclops beat the hill with its Fiat-sized fists while its breath
uprooted
the plants and shrubberies still left intact along the castle's rim.
The
Cyclops was opaquely transparent and
made of bricks of hail. Giovanni saw himself reflected in the thousands
of
bricks which made up the giant iceman like a fly sees myriad images.
But here
it was only Giovanni a thousand times over – a very formidable
adversary.
Because it was
vaguely transparent it seemed less consistent in
form than the other marvellous beasts. But it contained the force of
the wind --
the force which seems insubstantial because it is not seen, but whose
force is
enormous when felt – like when you believe or refuse
to believe something.
The enormous
fists swung side to side coming ever closer to Giovanni.
Steadying
himself on the continually
quaking ground, Giovanni drew. The torch-like arrow vaguely illuminated
the
twilight of the arriving dawn and as if a beacon drew the Cyclops
towards him.
He aimed for the monstrous pink, bloodshot, and blazing eye.
This trick of
the burning olive bough had worked for Rina
before: He hoped it would work now as well to send away this storm.
As
he ever so slightly relaxed the finger
aligning the arrow on the taut bowstring, Giovanni pungently remembered
that
the hailstorm had stopped, but not before having destroyed Rina's
flowers –
even though she had so ardently believed it would. He hoped the flowers
would
be saved this time.
It
came closer. Its massive chest,
shoulders, and arms closed in. It was coming still closer to Giovanni
nearly
touching the opaque cubicle of ice and snow in which Rina lay.
Its
eye zoomed in on Rina's small icy
prison. It grinned snickering terribly. The echoes of his voice and the
stench
of his putrid breath monsooned about while he reached for Rina's opaque
cube.
Giovanni
released.
Instantly,
the arrow landed in the huge
red, pink and white eye whilst its trajectory had left a blazing path
in the
sky.
As
the arrow plummeted into the eye, the monster screamed in agony. It
clutched at
the deadly stinger. And while the arrow plummeted down through its
nearly
transparent icy body, the Cyclops wretched in pain tearing at its heart
where
the flaming arrow stopped. Its fiery path was marked down the axis of
its huge
clear milky-marble body as the trajectory in the sky had been.
The
hailstone Cyclops was lost to sight as
its heart burst into flame. The flames engulfed the beast as it roared,
doubled
up, and pounded the hill with fists now drained of their force.
Giovanni
lowered the bow and a great sadness came over him as he
watched the Cyclops suffering so.
The scene
finished quickly even though the great flames from the
heart continued. But then Giovanni realised he was looking directly
into the
sun as it rose from its easterly cot.
Giovanni
muttered and ran to Rina’s little icy dome.
Slipping, he fell on his knees and nearly
collapsed onto it. But he had stopped his momentum by pushing on the
dome and catching
himself as if doing an odd press-up.
The dome was
perfectly clear now and Rina lay inside sleeping
tranquilly and smiling. There was a white opaqueness all about her. It
seemed a
type of milky mist of swaddling clothes.
The
dome reflected the immense light of the
rising sun. It ignited in light and blinded Giovanni.
He
closed his eyes for the pain and covered
his face with his hands moaning and groping. When the burning that
nearly
penetrated his eyelids and hands had passed, he immediately felt
Torquato
behind
him who quickly knocked him to the soggy ground while barking and
cutting
capers.
Giovanni
pulled himself up to his knees and
looked about his vision clearing. Torquato carried on with his usual
antics splashing
mud and water everywhere. The snow was all but gone now.
Giovanni
stood up wiping his face from the
onslaught of slush Torquato continued to kick up. Seeing clearly now,
he
expected not only to see Rina angry as a hornet because of Torquato's
mud-covered coat but to hear her swearing like a trooper.
Rina
was nowhere to be seen. Neither was
her icy cot.
#
When
the sister at the hospital together
with some other staff and a doctor arrived in Rina’s room and saw that
the
machine next to her bed had been bleeping in a continual type of low
shrill and
that its illuminated graph had been flat as well for a few minutes.
They
did not understand where the young lad
had finished up. And they did not understand why the room was so
dreadfully cold
and filled with snow.
Sette
Torquato barked and whined at the
voices Giovanni
could hear approaching. Giovanni slowly backed away from the spot where
Rina
should have been and in doing so stumbled over his bow. He did not want
to
believe she was gone.... but sometimes disbelief
can be even stronger than belief and can even create monsters to slay.
Getting
his balance, he scooped it up and
unstrung it. Torquato, strangely sedate, led him away from the castle's
only entrance
and exit as a group of people, firemen, and the owner of the hapless
restaurant
arrived.
As
the group entered Giovanni and Torquato
circled about some fallen trees and odd debris from the freak storm.
The
reconnaissance group was so intent on the damage they probably would
not have
seen Giovanni and Torquato even if they had not been hidden behind the
wrecked
bits while making their getaway of sorts. Going down the stairs the two
of them
were engulfed by a crowd making its way up to the castle summit.
The
swarm of police, firemen, officials,
curious citizens and both professional and amateur scientists lured by
the
night's odd lights, sounds, and weather had not taken any notice of the
drenched dog and sopping lad, the two of them now mixed into the swarm
of
people as well.
Within
minutes they had gone past the
hill's most remote villas and entered the small road that linked the
castle
with the quarter below.
They
passed the flash pub and the cable
railway station which came up from the historic centre, it too on a
hilltop,
but lower than San Vigilio castle.
They started
across the small piazza towards the tiny footpath that
started there between the pizzeria and the church and then weaved down
through
17th and 16th Century villas to the city centre.
The two
bedraggled subjects were halfway across the piazza when
Veronica emerged from the footpath.
They
stared at each other in disbelief. Giovanni
was surprised to see her, Veronica quite bewildered at the ragamuffin
Giovanni.
Giovanni
stood there dumbfounded, but
Veronica came to the middle of the piazza where he stood.
'Ciao Giovanni.'
'Ciao
Veronica.'
Then
thirty-five girl guides filed out of the little via where
Veronica had come from and like her they were dressed in uniform --
Giovanni
only now noticed Veronica's attire because of the reinforcing stimulus
of the
procession.
They continued
staring at each other as Veronica's passing girl
guide companions incited her to continue with them: 'Dai Veronica!
Muoviti! Andiamo!'
‘Get a move
on!’ ‘Off we go!’ they cried. And she finally did
when the old biddy nun carrying up the rear arrived giving disapproving
looks
to Veronica and looks of disbelief to Giovanni.
'See
you tomorrow at school,' Giovanni
managed as she moved off to join in with the Sunday walking tour.
‘Sì,' Veronica
replied hurrying to the long file of chattering
girls that immediately started teasing her.
Giovanni
continued staring at the parting
regiment with his unstrung bow poised on his shoulder. He exchanged
last minute
glances with Veronica until she disappeared round a corner.
Then Torquato nudged him brusquely and
barked telling him that it was time to go home.
THE END
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