Transitions
by Andrew Massey
One
Atop the rise the Southern Lord cast his
gaze to the camp of the Lord of All Lands, his opponent. He fancied he
could see him smiling, self-satisfied. As well he should be as this,
the fifth day of battle, belonged to him. The featureless plain between
them, barely a half hours ride across, formed the narrow waist of all
the known lands. To either side lay the harsh oceans with their
monsters and devils; to the North the lands of his opponent, rich,
fertile and warm; and to the South his cold, harsh and unforgiving
home, once part of the Lord of All Lands kingdom until he had wrested
it away. It seemed fitting that this place should decide two fates,
bringing all the world again under one hand. God willing it would be
his.
He shifted slightly, his mount gently
snorting at the change. God wiling indeed, if God was still willing he
thought. The smoke from funeral pyres rose lazily as both sides tended
their fallen, piles of swords and sandals growing as the dead were
relieved for the living’s needs. With the day’s battle over and the
counting yet to be done he knew that for the fourth time he had been
bested, and although not broken it was becoming more a question of when
than if. Only the setting sun betrayed hope, its blue rays seemingly
painting his standard on the clouds. A small portent, not grand or
clear, but a portent none the less. He hung his head in silent prayer,
dedicating the day to God in His glory, himself to His service, and
begging for the doubt to go.
A gentle cough interrupted his thoughts.
“M’Lord seems troubled.”
He looked down at his priest, a wizened
old man of forty winters, and sighed. Had his brother not said he
resembled this one’s visage? Indeed, the cares of campaigning weighed
heavily.
“The day has been lost, as have those
before.” He looked around to see no one else within earshot. “I have
asked again if my cause be just, if God be for me. Again, I have had no
reply.”
The priest frowned, pulling back the
shroud from his cassock. “To doubt is our lot m’Lord, but our cause is
without doubt. Do you question the vision?”
“No, and it returns atimes.”
“And should we not stand closer, should
one not be oppressed by the other unjustly? Have you not been chosen by
God to remove the yoke of the northerner from all our necks? These
things you know, these things the very voice of God gave to you m’Lord,
and you doubt?”
He leant down in earnest, pained speech.
“Yes, all things are as you say, in my bedchamber in solitude do they
come, yet in the light of day I am abandoned.” He straightened,
pointing out across the plain. “I see not the hand of God in mine but
with the oppressor. It is not his fellows that outnumber in death but
mine. My arrows do not fly true, my sword is not sharpened but theirs
are! Is that the hand of God upon my shoulder?” He leant back towards
the priest. “Why is this?”
The priest smiled. “God tests those that
are chosen, and as the testing so the choosing. It is clear that tested
you are, and the greatness of the cause lies hand in hand. Is it for
nothing the metal is heated, hammered and chilled? Does a sword arise
gently from the field? No m’Lord, no and again no, and as they so you.
The hand of God lies heavy upon you, and to your enemy’s pride shall
come desolation. This is the truth of God m’Lord.”
He leant down, one hand on the priest’s
shoulder. “Your counsel is wise, as always. Pray forgive my lack of
faith.”
“Forgiveness m’Lord is always yours. But
you must attend vigil tonight, not only for your sake but for ours. For
as your faith so the faith of those who follow.”
He wheeled around. “I will keep vigil
with you tonight priest, and faith God is with us.” With which he
cantered off the ridge, back to his encampment, the priest jogging
after.
Dismounting on his arrival he was
greeted by his master at arms. He bore the marks of the day in the
field, a combination of sweat, caked dust and grass, still wet blood
splattered across chest and arms.
“M’Lord, m’Grace, God favours us with
your safe return.” He bowed his head quickly, but not fast enough that
his fatigue and doubt went unnoticed.
Tiredness and doubt -- the Southern Lord
thought -- the seeds of defeat. He clasped him firmly on his shoulders.
“Ludwig, the favour falls to me. How went the day?”
“Fairly but not to us.” Ludwig smiled, noting his Lord’s appearance to
be worse than his own. For each mark and furrow he bore, his Lord’s
were double and deeper. “We have new arrivals, more men from the far
steppes. If it pleases m’Lord after you have reviewed them your tent is
prepared.”
“No Ludwig, tonight I keep vigil. So to
the review.”
“As m’Lord pleases. Is it” with which he
became hesitant, “again the dreams?”
He remained silent as they walked
through the camp. His men, his army, each one a volunteer. Each one had
willingly laid family and life aside to follow him, to follow the voice
and hand of God as it led him on. And all the time he was pursued by
the dreams. Visions of a world with men and women unshackled from a
life of being owned and bought to being their own masters under an
enlightened and honest ruler. Where what a man was meant more than who
a man was. They all knew this of the dreams, but none save the priest
knew of the balance. The vision like smoke, generated by the fire of
bloodshed and toil, of death and obedience and sacrifice under him. The
dreams never wavered, never shifted, the one followed the other, smoke
after fire, war before peace and victory, death before life. And
between, always between, the symbol rising up, two blue crescent moons
touching back to back above the fire to be consumed, then returning and
purging the lands. Neither he nor the priest could account for the
symbol, what it meant or portended; that lay for God alone.
“Yes Ludwig,” as they reached the knot
of new soldiers, “the dreams remain.”
At their approach, the men had fallen
into rough lines. The three of them walked slowly in front of the
assembly as he spoke of the vision, the reason for the fight, the hope
that kept them here. He was nearly finished when he was pulled up short
by a person in the third rank.
“Master at Arms, that man,” he called,
pointing, “bring him forwards.” The assembled men froze as Ludwig
moved, appearing shortly with one of their number in tow. The man was
hardly that, barely two thirds Ludwig’s height, dressed in what seemed
like rags bound across waist, skin hardened, calloused and cracked. One
arm was covered by a leather sleeve, the knife in its scabbard nearly
reaching from shoulder to elbow, the pike carried on his back nearly
touching the ground. It was not this that caught the Southern Lord’s
attention but the hair; the left half of the head bore shoulder length
braided locks, the right peach fuzz newly grown over shaven skin.
He leant forward to the now bowed head
in front of him and folded the right ear forwards. He sighed and lifted
the face up gently by the chin. As I thought, a child, and a refugee at
that.
Softly but clearly, as if to his own
son, he asked “How old are you child?”
“I think I am eleven winters if it
pleases m’Lord” the voice quiet but strong.
“And from which estate did you escape?”
“The vineyards of Cultharen on the north
sea m’Lord.”
“You came to fight?”
The eyes lit up. “Yes, my friends
remain, unable to flee m’Lord, I would fight to free them.”
Eleven. Four winters from manhood. Too
far. “You may not fight.” And, seeing the crestfallen look on the boy’s
face, “You are but a child! There are other ways to fight without the
sword.”
The child now threw himself prostrate on
the ground, but even in that act there was an air of defiance. “M’Lord
cannot! I have been sent by God, I have heard Him command me! How could
I escape my masters, how could I travel if not God is with me? Already
I have baptised my dagger with northerner’s blood, I have pledged my
life to your service and fight! This you cannot do.”
The priest crouched close to the child.
“As your Lord commands, so must it be done. You are too young, this is
men’s work. If you have pledged your life, so must you have pledged
your obedience.”
The child paid him no heed. “No m’Lord,
I beg of you. I have been sent to fight, I have been sent to bring you
victory, you must permit me!” with which he reached forwards and took
the Southern Lord’s left foot in his hands. A shocked gasp was broken
only by the sound of Ludwig’s sword being drawn and readied. The
Southern Lord looked down and blanched, raising his left hand.
“Stay your weapon!” he commanded,
staring fixedly at the child at his feet. In reaching out the child’s
sleeve had shifted up revealing his forearm. There, in plain sight,
were two blue crescent moons touching back to back atop a pillar of
fire. Exactly as his dreams; was this the sign he had asked for? He
continued to stare until he became aware that all eyes had shifted to
him, expectantly.
“Child, get up. Now” facing the bowed
head, “look at me. The mark on your arm. Where did you get it?”
“It has always been with me. I cannot
remember not having it, m’Lord.”
“And when did God command you come?”
“Two winters ago, m’Lord, God commanded
me to seek the sun rising in the south and to bring victory to His
chosen, m’Lord, to you.”
He looked to the priest who showed no
emotion, then back to the child. “Do you have a name?”
“Eous m’Lord.”
“Then Eous, you will fight for me.” He
motioned to one of his officers. “Gaplan, take Eous with you, he is to
fight with your ranks.”
When at last the three of them were
alone again the priest turned to him. “M’Lord, the mark was the same as
your visions?”
“One and the same priest. He is sent, of
this I am sure.” Turning to Ludwig he continued, “See to it that Gaplan
does not spare Eous from the fight. Take a care to watch over him and
bring me word at the close of the morrow. Now priest, lest us to vigil.
I believe I shall not sleep this night.”
Two
Three nights hence the Southern Lord sat
again on the rise, dusk casting long shadows as his men prepared to
commit their dead to the heavens by fire. Today, as the last three, he
knew he had bested his opponent and greatly; yet for all it was worth
his mood and that of his men was subdued. Today is mine but the
remainder may be yours I fear he thought, as he saw the Lord of All
Lands’ funeral pyres ignite. You have lost five men to each of mine,
but oh what men I have lost.
The priest slowly gained the top of the
rise, wiping bloodied hands on his cassock. “M’Lord, all is ready.”
Silently they turned down to his men,
living surrounding the dead piled carefully on their wooden heaps. That
the naked corpses were his he was of no doubt, but recognising
individuals was hard, the work of the enemies’ blades and cudgels being
thorough. If it were not for the right gloves laid before each,
patterned and inscribed with the clan shield, some may have yet
remained unnamed. Save for the small, pale body atop the smallest pyre,
arm drooping across his brothers in fallen embrace, the gash to his
side evidencing the blade that took his life. Even at this distance the
Southern Lord fancied he could see the two crescent moons. Eous.
Had it truly only been three days he was
amongst us, he thought, and such a change wrought? He had watched as
Eous first joined in battle, the unconventional, eager – yes, even
fanatical – way he had driven into his opponents, scything down the
best and bravest of them without pause, seeming unstoppable and
unbreakable. How this had drawn his men to the same place, infusing his
army with such energy and vigour they wished that the sun would never
set, that the day’s work could continue until the enemy was routed.
From the Southern Lord, his men had learned to believe that their cause
was right, that victory should rightly be theirs; Eous had raised them
to a place where no other reality could exist, where their very
countenances showed only victory and strength. Until dusk, at the very
end of this day’s contest, to the one chance blade unseen that cut
their champion down.
Smoke curled from the base of the pyre,
an oily black snake barely discernible against the rapidly darkening
indigo sky. A small flicker and a red orange glow licked at its base,
seemingly dodging in and out of the kindling in dance macabre. The
Southern Lord lowered his gaze.
“Men’s hearts” he opined to the priest
“are brittle things in war. More is gained or lost in belief than most
think. I fear this may be enough.”
The priest was silent, measuring thought
and word in equal part. His mood was one with the men, one with his
Lord. To him the smoke was transporting his hope, maybe even his faith,
on zephyred fingers into … what? What fills a void created by the loss
of something that has filled another void? A man without a trade is
still a man, but a priest robbed of his faith, now what is that? He
felt a dampness on his cheek, confirmed by touch a tear. Funny, he
thought, not since a whelp. He let his hand fall back within his
cassock.
“M’Lord, I fear I have built too much on
this one child, the sign, my ignorance and lack …”
“No, there is no fault in you or in
God.” He shifted his gaze back to the pyre, now a ruddy bright orange
blotch against the blackness of night. The flames had leapt, claiming
their prize, greedily fingering the small frame of Eous. A gush, a
roar, and his body disappeared behind a crimson veil.
“Sign he was and sign he remains, living
or dead. His leaving can only mean that our course is not in God’s
plan, our blessing passed. It is at my feet that the blame is laid, why
I do not know but it is the same. It was my vision, my calling.”
Across the valley the Lord of All Lands’
pyres burned bright, outnumbering and outshining his. He knew it did
not matter, how many more dead were there than here. In one small body,
his men’s hearts were entombed, to be turned to ash. He laughed, a
coarse, hacking, cynical bray to which all ears were drawn.
“It is one thing to win with blood on
your hands but to lose is another. My reckoning and judgement to come
will be great. We cannot lay our arms down; we cannot undo what we have
started. I may not win the day but fight on I must. Yet to carry others
to death for a cause I think right …”
The cry of thousands of voices drowned
him, silenced him. A shaft of piercing blue white light fell from the
heavens on Eous’ pyre, bathing the valley in blue ice. Shaking, as were
they all, the priest could see clearly the Lord of All Lands and his
army caught in the light, riveted solid. Their faces mirrored the fear
in him and in his Lords men. All eyes were locked on that shaft, barely
wide enough to encompass the pyres base, a seemingly unbreakable bond
cementing heaven to earth.
The pyre shattered to a golden orb,
ascending slowly, gracefully, to tree top height. Glowing ever brighter
it stopped, seeming suspended from the shaft of light. The orb
shivered, rippled, spread to a disc, a square and then, as the cry
caught in the Southern Lord’s throat, to a shape, a figure, a man …Eous.
The cry from his men was silenced, all
eyes locked on Eous bright golden and smiling, arms outstretched and
whole. Bearing no scars of battle, no would or bruise, no shadow was
cast as the light fell through him and out within the Southern Lord’s
men, across the valley to the Lord of All Lands’ camp.
The Southern Lord felt his spirit rise,
linked to his men as if they were now one body, one being, one mind. He
heard -- no he felt -- the priest transfixed beside him, could sense
every fibre of him, of his men, seeing through each and every man’s
eyes as he knew they could through his. The quiet in his camp was
total, drenching, not even the sound of breath to disturb. Across the
valley wailing cries of terror roiled, rolling and battering useless
against the walls of his camp.
Eous smiled, voice gentle but strong,
cutting through the valley, the peace, the noise. To the Southern Lord
and his men no words were needed, but rather Eous was within their
minds, feather light. The rising wail across the valley spoke of a
greeting of fear rather than peace.
“I am of you …”
“Eous” the camp whispered.
“… and together we have struggled, we
have fought. Do you think our cause lost, our path unjust? You are
flesh and blood as was I but now, now I am more …” with which his light
grew, turning night into day, “… and this too awaits all of you.”
“I was sent to bring victory. I was sent
to raise your hearts and spirits, I was sent to affirm your cause as
righteous, to bring the rising sun from the south to all lands.”
The Southern Lord felt drawn up, fuller
and stronger, leaning towards Eous with outstretched arms and eager
eyes, heart seemingly bursting from his chest, as around him his men
were the same, as one.
“I am sent, you are called. Hear me! It
is God’s will that you lift the northern yoke of oppression from His
people, to rend the veil of darkness!” The light, now blinding white,
intense, painful, held them still. Eyes wide open, unable and unwilling
to move, Eous filled their vision and minds, hearts and souls, his
voice now a crashing ocean demanding to be heard, a visceral, tangible
force.
“You are chosen for this work. Victory
is yours, all you need do is grasp it, take it! Remove doubt from your
hearts, God is always with you, his hand upon you and his spirit
guiding!”
Eous started to rise again, arms still
outstretched facing them even as he climbed higher and higher. “Behold
I go to join our brothers, to prepare your place, to stand! And I leave
you with a sign, a remembrance of me for all to see!”
All eyes followed Eous up until all that could be seen was a spot, a
dot where the light ended. A blazing flash horizon to horizon,
accompanied by a thunderclap, and Eous was gone. Across the valley
could be heard the sounds of men screaming, weapons thrown aside as
they fled in headlong panic away from the Lord of All Lands, away from
the Southern Lord, away from the spectre of certain defeat.
Around him the Southern Lords men’s’
eyes burned blue grey, as did his, the lasting mark of the chosen of
heaven. Weapons held aloft, faces bright burning, they turned to him.
He unsheathed his sword, and, as one, they ran forward to claim the
victory now theirs.
Three
A polite but warm round of applause
broke around the cruiser Aristarchus’ operations room. The last
flickers of the high-altitude detonation had faded, the planet below
returning to night. Commander Shelby leant forward, removing her skull
cap.
“Well done. Textbook execution and
delivery. Stand down watch, relief until tomorrow’s de-brief. It’s all
yours OpsCom.”
Stepping down from her dais with a nod
to her second in command, she walked aft to her cabin. Her first full
Transition in command, a tough brief but, in the end, it had come off
well. A glow of satisfaction rippled through her. Although part of
prior Transition teams to actually lead one from end to end was
something else. Four years work, time, commitment and sacrifice of her
crew to a project that wouldn’t -- in the ultimate -- see a result for
a thousand years? Well, it was a different level, a different plane of
existence.
A gentle cough behind her dragged her
out of her reverie. Turning she saw the slight form of Specialist
Ceruto, not yet 25 and on her first tour. Reminds me of myself -- she
thought, not for the first time -- thirty years ago.
“Yes Ceruto, can I help?”
“A minute of the Commander’s time
ma’am?”
“Of course,” motioning Ceruto inside,
“come in and take a seat.” Not that it was a tough choice in Shelby’s
spartan quarters. A desk with screen, bed and two chairs were
supplemented by one open wardrobe and a tiny, ostentatious collection
of books.
She knew what Ceruto was going to ask.
In fact, she expected to have the same conversation with all fifty of
her first tour personnel. She had had the same one with her Commander
thirty years back. She sat down facing her young specialist.
“So, tell me, what’s on your mind? Let’s
drop the formality, speak freely and openly, okay?”
Ceruto smiled a touch self-consciously.
“Thank you ma’ … sorry, thanks.” She took her eyes away from Shelby and
fixed them on a point on the floor where two hull plates met.
“What we’ve done, I know that we did a
good job, we didn’t put a foot wrong as far as I know. I mean the plan
was great, we kept to it and the probabilities fell in line. Even the
weather was right. So the Transition has worked now, but … .“ she
trailed off.
“…but” Shelby added after a small
pause, “are we sure that in a thousand years it will work?”
“Yes, that’s part of it. I know we have
it mapped out, but it’s a long time to live in hope, even if we manage
to correct along the way. It’s not that I doubt what the
xenosociologists say, it’s just far ahead, so many variables.”
“And everything you’ve learned so far is
that we, and in particular the Forecasters, are always sure before any
Transition starts? That up until a society becomes industrialised we
have a near free hand to intervene, to correct, to put them back on
track?”
Ceruto nodded.
“Have you ever talked with a Forecaster,
met one?” Ceruto shook her head. “Well you should when you get the
chance. They will tell you that even they have doubts, large doubts,
over the long-term success of Transitions.”
Ceruto looked up. “Seriously? They do?”
Shelby smiled, gently. “It’s just as
they told you at the Institute. We deal with sentient beings not
machines. Probability is all well and good but we don’t deal with
certainties. All it could take is that one outrider, that one
individual and it could be shifted, altered or derailed. And then
there’s the rest of it, natural disasters, cosmic events, all that. The
universe is not friendly to life, no matter what anyone says. So
nothing is certain, least of all the changes we try to make.”
She halted, leant back a little further
into her chair.
“So why, Ceruto, why all this,” with
which she waved her hand lazily towards the rest of the ship, “why do
we bother?”
“We have to try.”
“And that’s what the texts say, but what
do you think Ceruto? What’s your opinion?”
Ceruto leant forwards, hands around
knees. “It’s so empty, the universe, so empty of life. So easily
snuffed out. We have to do what we can when we see it to help it.”
“Which brings us to the question at
hand.” Shelby held Ceruto searchingly in her gaze. “Why don’t you tell
me the real reason you’re here?”
Ceruto slumped. “That obvious?”
“Only to me. Remember this is off the
record so just spit it out, tell me what’s really on your mind.”
Ceruto drew a deep breath. “What gives
us the right to choose for them? How do we actually know what’s best
for them, for their civilisation? No one’s ever given me a good enough
answer for that, it bothers me; it sits in my guts nagging me. It
scares me.”
“And so it should. But you know the
answer, you’ve always known, you just don’t want to admit it.”
“I do?”
“Yes, and I know you do. You’re not the
only one who has asked this, in fact anyone who doesn’t shouldn’t be in
the Service. I asked the same question when I started, and you know
what? I still do.”
“You?!”
“Yes, me and everyone who’s done more
that put one foot on a ship. So again, you know the answer, you just
won’t admit it. Tell me now, do we actually have the right to change
the path of a civilisation? What gives us that right?”
Ceruto paused, closed her eyes and then,
as if coming to decision, opened them slowly.
“Nothing. Nothing gives us the right.”
“Correct. Absolutely correct. Nothing,
Specialist Ceruto, nothing gives us the right. So, let me ask you,
given this, what then makes us do so? What made us tilt the field so
strongly in the Southern Lord’s favour?”
“I, I’m not sure. Maybe we think we know
what’s best for them, or for all, maybe we want the whole universe to
develop and grow like us.”
“Do you think us so narcissistic we want
to make the universe in our image?” Shelby smiled. “A universe of
Cerutos, Sprangs, Shelbys and Connors all out there? Not a great place
to live. Look, assume we think we know what’s best. Why do you think we
could believe that?”
“I’m not sure. If we’re not all
narcissists and we don’t want it all to look like us, then I don’t see
how we can.”
“It’s very simple, and very obvious once
you think about it. It’s because we’re first.”
“First?”
“Yes, first. We, humans I mean, managed
to drag ourselves out of the primordial mud, onto land, out of the
trees and then on to the stars by whatever means on hand and, in the
process, avoid the myriad ways that we -- and the universe -- could’ve
wiped us out of existence. And all that by ourselves, fought for and
learned the hard way, the long way. Do you recall how many extinct
civilisations we’ve catalogued since we got stardrive?”
“A thousand?”
“Just over two thousand is the current
count, and that only in the small corner of the galaxy we have
explored.”
“So failure is always more prevalent
that success, and we are the first to make it?”
“Yes, the first and the only. So we
don’t actually have a right to do anything, but instead we have a
heavier burden, we have a duty to help. If we don’t and all these fail,
how much lonelier a place will the universe be? You’ve been taught
Earth’s early history? Pre-Mars?”
“Of course.”
“Then you know what types of society are
needed to promote development, science, stability. What would happen to
the planet below us if we let the Lord of All Lands prevail?”
“Society based on slavery, women and
children treated as goods, inequality and oppression would continue. I
guess no development, only stagnation and ossification.”
“Yes, and the briefings gave an expected
outcome of collapse to barbarism in two to five thousand years. Another
failure, another archaeologists’ PhD, but only if …”
“…if we did not interfere.”
“Exactly. Do you see it now? Because
we’ve made it, we have an obligation, we have that duty. We build these
horridly expensive ships, travel for years at a time like this”
motioning to her room, “live without family or comfort, make decisions
about another civilisation’s future and change its course without them
even suspecting we are here. Some of us pay with our lives and sanity
for the privilege, and …”
“And?”
“…and” Shelby continued quietly, “we’ll
never know if our decisions are exactly the right ones, never live long
enough to see if in fact they were right. Someone’s
great-great-great-great-great-great grandchildren will be able to make
that call, sure as heck we won’t.”
“I understand, but it’s not much
comfort. I don’t think I’m going to sleep any easier.”
“Welcome to the Service. If you’re not
bothered and haunted by this you shouldn’t be here. It’s on my mind
constantly, always, it’s a burden we can’t escape. As the only
naturally evolving space faring sentient species we have a duty to
help, but we will never have the certainty to know if we are actually
helping. It’s either this or give up. And I know which I prefer.”
Shelby studied Ceruto for a moment. She
was leaning back in her chair, arms folded and head down, lost in
thought. She’ll be fine Shelby thought, like all of them an intelligent
and honest kid, exactly what this job needs, exactly what I need.
“It’s a hard fact of Service life,
Ceruto.” she continued, “It’s only when you do the job it hits home.
The
Institute’s good as far as it goes but nothing can substitute for the
real thing. No one knows how they’ll react when they actually see what
it means to force a Transition.”
“I thought I knew what to expect” Ceruto
whispered, “but seeing all those people die like that because of us,
the disruption and pain, the impact of our sound and light show, the
levitating droid, even Sprangs voiceover as we detonated it …to see
what a Transition means to those going through it...I think it was the
right thing to do but I’m still not happy with our right to do it. I
still feel unsettled.”
“Of which I’m glad. It keeps you honest,
keeps you real, stops you from going too far, lets you remember these
are real, living beings we are talking about, not some simulation or
normal distribution.” Shelby got up, motioning Ceruto to the door.
“I still lose sleep thinking about it, I
still ask the same questions as you, still feel as unsettled. But
that’s how it has to be, that’s how it keeps us on track.” She put her
hand on Ceruto’s shoulder.
“You’ll be okay, you’re not the only
one. Get a bit of rack time, think about what we’ve said, and come back
a bit later and we’ll talk some more.”
Ceruto smiled. “Yes, for sure. It’ll
still need some working out.” With which she left, closing the door.
Shelby locked the room, lying back on
her bunk staring at the ceiling. One down, forty-nine to go. Always
lose a quarter of them, just can tell which way they’ll turn before.
Not that one though.
She rolled to one side. Still bothers me
after all these years, but we’re the first--the only--civilisation to
have evolved unaided, it’s our obligation, our duty to help.
An old book across the room caught her
eye. It had belonged to her great grandmother, a Eurasian refugee who’d
died before she was born. Somehow this book had found its way to her.
Her mother had said it had given her great grandmother a sense of
comfort and relief, although why this was so was never made clear.
Shelby sat up, reached across and pulled it off the shelf.
It was one of the few personal items she
kept, a link to family now present only in memory. What the book was
she had no idea, it was written in a language long since passed into
oblivion and, in an era when the written word no longer existed but had
been replaced by thought transplant, it was a jarring anachronism. She
loved the feel of the book, the cracked leather cover holding thin,
aged yellow sheets of paper seemingly edged in tarnished bronze. Here
and there throughout the book was her great grandmothers hand writing,
small and precise in the margins. All lost in the mists of time, Shelby
thought, a link to generations past and a broken promise to future
generations she would not provide. She lay the book open on a chair
and, dimming the lights, fell into troubled sleep.
Had she been able to read it, the last
passage on the open page would only have added to her troubles.
“ …shall be my witnesses in
Jerusalem and in all Judea and Samaria and to the end of the earth. And
when he had said this, as they were looking on, he was lifted up, and a
cloud took him out of their sight. And while they were gazing into
heaven as he went behold, two men stood by them in white robes and said
‘Men of Galilee, why do you stand looking into heaven? This Jesus, who
was taken up from you into heaven, will come in the same way as you saw
him go into heaven …”
THE END
© 2017 Andrew Massey
Bio: Mr. Andrew Massey is 50ish, married, and has no ankle biters
(unless you count a paranoid delusional cat). He lives in Brisbane
Australia, and when not stargazing or trying to write sci-fi, tries to
earn a few dollars as a pen pusher with the government..
E-mail: Andrew Massey
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