Alter Id
By McCamy Taylor
The moon’s gravity made
anyone born on planet a superman,
even a middle aged scientist with more grey hair than brown.
O’Leary tossed the
body bag onto the examination table as easily as a sack of laundry and
began
stripping off his pressurized suit.
“What do you have
there?” His mistress Ling, lunar born of
Chinese descent was idly scrolling through a video catalogue of hair
accessories.
“Military
surplus.”
Ling arched a virtual brow. Her
makeup today was geisha. “They sell
corpses?”
“He died en route from
planet. Id
assassin.”
“What kind of
assassin?” She only pretended to be
interested. Her real goal was to get her lover to buy her the pair of
jade
hairpins that hovered in the air before her in larger than life holo
display.
Her ploy did not work. The hairpins
could have been twenty
feet high, and O’Leary would not have noticed them, not when
he had a cyborg to
plunder. “Id. Identity
dissociative. An assassin with an
artificially contrived multiple personality.”
“You mean split
personalities? They make them to order?
Why?”
“Because they can, Ling, my
dear, because they can.”
She wrinkled her powered nose.
“I thought they outlawed all
that brain washing after the Fifth World War.”
“You’re thinking
old school. Back then, they experimented on
war orphans using psychological trauma and torture. As unethical as
hell, and
more to the point as far as the military was concerned, they got shit
results. They’ve
refined the science since then .”
As he spoke, he changed into lab gear, donning a protective coat,
gloves and
goggles. “Almost
any task that an
ordinary person would find distasteful or demeaning or unethical can be
assigned
to an alter ego.”
“Like killing
people?”
“Or having sex with
strangers for money. Assassins and
prostitutes are the two most common types, but there are high powered
corporate
executive Ids that turn off their business personalities so that they
can relax
with their families on holiday.” He paused with his hand on
the flap of the
body bag. “I’m going to open this now. They
didn’t tell me how he died…”
If Ling was a squeamish woman, she
would not have been
living with Doctor O’Leary, sometimes referred to as Dr.
Frankenstein by his
associates on Luna because of his more bizarre experiments with cyborg
technology. She moved closer.
The doctor unzipped the bag.
“Oooo,” she
exclaimed. “He is very pretty.”
“Excellent!” the
doctor pronounced simultaneously. “His
hardware should be intact.”
The young man on the table looked as
if he had only just
expired. Except for livid finger marks around his throat, there was no
evidence
of violence. His ethnic mix was indeterminate. He had the straight
black hair
and medium brown skin common to most of earth’s population.
O’Leary pried
open his eyes. They
were dark brown, the
pupils wide and fixed.
His chest was absolutely still. His skin was cool with a slight coating
of
frost from the refrigerated body bag.
“Look at his
eyelashes,” Ling purred. “So long.”
“The man was a
killer,” O’Leary reminded her. “Not a
gigolo.” He
began attaching leads to
the dead man, starting with his scalp, then his chest, beck, abdomen,
wrists
and ankles.
“He couldn’t have
been much of a killer,” she pointed out
sensibly. “Someone strangled him, and he didn’t
even put up a fight.” She
lifted one of his hands. “See? Nothing under the
nails.” Ling had not always
been a kept woman. For seven years, she was a nurse in one of
Luna’s busiest
trauma hospitals. Occasionally, she assisted O’Leary in his
experiments.
Her lover batted her hand away.
“Don’t touch! He’s military
surplus, remember?”
“He’s
dead!” she protested, pouting. “What harm can he
do?”
O’Leary glowered at her.
“If you used the holo-vid to watch
something besides the shopping channels, you would know that military
assassins
are just as dangerous dead as alive. Twist his arm the wrong way , and
you could trigger
nerve gas or a poison dart.”
Ling shivered. She gathered
the sleeves of her mauve silk kimono closer to her body,
so that they would not accidentally brush the dead young
man’s skin. “If he is
so dangerous, how did he get strangled?
That’s how he died, right?”
O’Leary checked the
readings of the autopsy scanner. “Asphyxiation,
yes.”
A ruby painted upper lip curled in
scorn. “You need a
machine to tell you that? I knew he was strangled just from
looking.”
O’Leary stared down his
nose at Ling as if she was a
bug. “I
need the machine to help me
find the goodies.” He jabbed a finger at one of the monitors.
“See this blip
here? There’s a dart launcher implanted in the left fifth
finger. The darts are
probably poisoned.” He made a couple of marks on the tip of
the dead man’s
finger with indelible ink.
“What are
you doing?”
“I’m getting
ready to dismantle him. I paid good money for
this dead Id assassin, but his accessories are worth a lot more than I
shelled
out for him.”
“Oh, I though you were
going to harvest his organs.”
“Can’t.
Don’t know how long he’s been dead. They found his
body in a toilet on the shuttle. None of the
prisoners would admit to killing him or would say who did
it.
Surveillance cameras didn’t catch the murder.” He
made a mark beside the dead
man’s sternum.
Ling had sat in on many autopsies,
but she had never
watched a cyborg
assassin stripped of
his weapons. She pulled up a stool. “You didn’t
tell me that he was a
criminal.”
“He wasn’t. Not
technically. Think of him as a
precautionary criminal.
He was being
shipped to the lunar colony because he was defective. His artificial
personality had shut down. He had forgotten that he was a government
trained
assassin.”
Her smooth brow knotted. “I
thought that was the whole
point. Give them multiple personality disorder so that they can forget
the
terrible things they do for a living.”
“Ids are supposed to forget
on cue. If they can’t call up
their alter on demand—say when the military assigns a
target—that’s a sign of
mental instability.”
“Or a sign of a
conscience,” Ling suggested.
“Instability, conscience,
same thing as far as Earth’s
military is concerned. A defective Id
assassin is worse than useless.
He’s dangerous. Remember the
murders in Mare Crisium? Tailor who had been living on Luna for three
years,
bothering no one, model citizen, suddenly went berserk and starting
killing
anyone who looked at him?”
“Gouged their eyes right
out their heads with his bares fingers.”
She shuddered. “Who
could forget?
Children, babies and even animals.
You
mean he----?”
“An Id
assassin who
had buried his killer persona---until
something triggered it with a vengeance.”
Gazing at the body of the young man
on the exam table with a
mixture of pity and disgust, Ling murmured “No wonder they
shipped him to the
moon. We get all Terra’s trash. Do you think someone found
out what he was and
killed him for it?”
Her lover shrugged.
“It’s possible. Or maybe he just said
the wrong thing to one of the convicts on board the shuttle. With his
assassin
persona buried, he would have been an easy mark---what the
hell?”
Ling leaned over his shoulder.
“Did you find something
good?”
“Yes. No. I mean, I found
something, but I can’t say if it’s
good or bad. Give me that med pack over there.”
She picked up a rectangular box from
a nearby table.
O’Leary shook his head
violently. “Not that one. The other
one. Hurry.” He
flipped open the pack
and selected a couple of vials.
Ling’s eyes were wide.
“What are you doing?”
“Reviving him.”
“But you said
he’s dead.” Her voice came out as a squeak.
“They told me that he was
dead when they sold me his corpse.
He ought to be dead. No respirations, no pulse, no brain waves for over
three
hours. But his brain activity just started back up.” He
injected the contents
of first one then the second vial directly into the
heart, then he strapped on a cardiac unit to stimulate
blood
flow. Once circulation was restored, he moved to the head of the
examination
table, where he clamped the dead man’s cranium in a vise to
hold him immobile
while the contents of a third,
smaller
vial was introduced into the intrathecal space. This was followed by a neurofilament
which he threaded
carefully between the two hemispheres. Once in place,
he switched on the cortical activator. “Damned
if I know what
kept him alive. Hypothermia maybe? Or maybe just his overall cyborg
design. It
wouldn’t surprise me if---“
“Peter,” Ling
said imploringly. “Think. He’s supposed to be
dead.”
“You make it sound like
divine judgment. Someone strangled
him. There’s nothing predestined about that.”
Slowly, he began to increase the
stimulation to the cerebral cortex.
“The military sold you his
body, because they thought that
he was safely dead.” She tried to keep her voice calm. Her
lover would be
persuaded with reason not emotion. “He
was on a prison shuttle. They were going to lock him up,
weren’t they? Weren’t
they? Probably for the rest of his life to make sure that he
didn’t do what the
psycho in Mare Crisium did. If you bring him back to life, what does he
have to
look forward to? He will spend the rest of his life in
prison.”
“No he
won’t.”
“What?”
“He won’t go to
prison, because I won’t tell them that he
has been revived and neither will you. Honestly, Ling, I
can’t believe that
you’re trying to talk me into letting this man die. We
aren’t gods. We don’t
have the right to make that kind of decision for other people---
Ling screamed
as the
young man on the table twitched and jerked. “Oh God,
he’ll kill us all!”
“If you’re going
to cause a scene, please leave,” O’Leary
said coolly, as he began strapping the shaking body down on the exam
table. “If
you want to help, you
can look through
that cabinet in the corner by the door. Second drawer from the bottom
there is
a blue plastic case
about so big. “ He
held up his hands. “No, don’t open it. Just bring
it over here.
It’s perfectly safe. He’s just had a seizure. As
long
as he is postictal, the worst he will do is urinate on
himself.” He
flashed her a grin that was meant to be
disarming, but with his magnifying goggles and his hair standing up
around his
head stiff with
perspiration, he looked
more like a mad
scientist.
Ling
thrust the blue
plastic case into his hand and darted from the room.
“Silly girl,”
O’Leary muttered under his breath, as he
opened the case and selected the item he wanted. It was a prototype of
his own
design, a neuroregulatory implant created to suppress Id
alter personalities of the assassin
subtype. He had begun working on it after the mass murders in Mare
Crisium. The
military had declined to test it, even when he had offered it to them
at no
charge---bloody bureaucrats!--- however fortune had dropped a test
subject in
his lap. He was not about to let this opportunity go to waste.
He
strapped on a gas
mask. Humming a
nursery rhyme, he
inserted a scalpel alongside
pre-existing hardware behind the right mastoid. It was a reservoir for
nerve
gas which could be released by a predetermined series of ocular muscle
contractions. The assassin would have been inoculated against the
toxin, but
the doctor had no immunity, which was why he wore the mask. So calm and precise were
his movements that
he succeeded in removing the implanted weapon without discharging its
dose of
toxin. He bagged the nerve gas delivery device, which could be sold
later for a
nice profit and then cleaned out the implant site. As he had hoped, it
was
exactly the right size for his prototype disc.
The whole procedure took fifteen
minutes. By the time the
young man began to come around from his seizure,
all memory of his career as an assassin was twice
forgotten, once
by his own volition and again thanks to the miracle of medical science.
O’Leary checked his
patient’s life signs. “Stable. Now all I
have to do is remove the rest of your hardware and think of a new name
and
identity for you. How does Adam sound?”
****
Adam was cleaning the air filters in
the living quarters,
when Ling switched the entertainment system to
a documentary about the ongoing civil war in the Arctic
Archipelago. She
watched the doctor’s
servant from under cover of her bangs---today’s look was
China Doll. He tried
valiantly to fight his rising panic, but when the announcer began to
describe the
carnage from improvised explosives, he dropped his brush and darted
from the
room, making it as far as the corridor
before he fell to his
knees and began vomiting.
O’Leary looked up from his
vid-book. “Stop that!” he snapped
at his lover.
“Just checking to make sure
the alter supressor still
works,” Ling said under her breath. She switched to one of
the shopping
channels. The model was demonstrating the latest in
reflexology footwear. “He’s going to
kill us in our beds one of
these days.”
“He’s a gentle as
a kitten! Timid to a fault. I need to turn
down the behavioral conditioning settings.”
She dug her pink lacquered
fingernails into her lover’s
forearm. “Don’t you dare!”
They were still arguing when Adam
returned. He had changed
clothes and cleaned up the mess in the hall, but the air still smelled
faintly
sour. “Sorry,” he said sheepishly. “I
don’t know what got into me.”
“Never mind,” the
doctor said in his best avuncular manner.
“It isn’t as if you have any control over
it.”
The servant shuffled his bare feet nervously.
“Have you been able to find out anything
about my past? That might explain my panic attacks?”
“Not a thing,”
O’Leary lied smoothly. “But I’ll keep
checking. In the meantime, take the tranquilizers and listen to the
tape I gave
you before you go to sleep each night.”
Adam nodded his head vigorously.
“I will.” Impulsively he
grabbed the doctor’s hand. “Thank you for trying to
help me. I know I’m nothing
but trouble.”
“Not at all.
You’re a great help around the house.”
“I wish I could do more in
the lab. But the sight of
blood---“ He turned pale at the thought.
“All in good time, my boy,
all in good time.” The doctor
ruffled his hair fondly.
Beaming, Adam returned to his task, scraping the lint from the
filter as if
there was nothing in the world that he would rather be doing. While he was not exactly
sure what he used
to do before arriving on Luna or why he had chosen to leave earth, he considered himself
fortunate to
have found a job with someone like Doctor O’Leary, who was
tolerant of his
illness.
The doctor said his mental
disorder was the result of his close brush with death. When
he woke after three
days in a coma,
Adam was covered in bandages, with no
memory of who he was or how he had come to be on the moon. No one on
the
shuttle had witnessed the attack upon his life, but the bruises on his
neck
indicated that someone had tried to strangle the life from him. Lack of
oxygen
to the brain could have damaged nerve cells in his brain which would explain the lost
memories. The events
surrounding his injuries could have given him an acute case of post traumatic stress
disorder, which would
explain why he
trembled and vomited
anytime he saw blood or heard someone describe a scene of violence. The
rest of
his injuries, the cuts on his arms, legs, chest, neck, scalp indicated
that
whoever had attacked him must have been a very sick, violent
individual. Were
the lacerations made before he lost consciousness? Mercifully, he had
no memory
of being tortured with a knife, but just looking at the livid scars that dotted his body was
enough to make him
weak in the legs.
He was so lucky that the doctor had
found him. Under his
care, Adam was making slow but steady gains. Just yesterday, he had
managed to
dispose of fish heads without fainting at the sight of their cold, dead
eyes.
However, there
were still a few things
nagging at him. He wished he knew more about his past. What memories he
had
were vague. He recalled his parents but they seemed to disappear from
his life
when he was young. One memory seemed particularly vivid, his own face
plastered
up against the glass of a bullet train as it was pulling away from the
station,
his mother reaching out towards him, her face contorted in sorrow, his
father
restraining her. It might mean nothing. Perhaps he was leaving for his
first
day of school or to visit relatives. But if it was something so little,
why did
the recollection open such a well of grief within him? Was it possible that he had
been kidnapped? Was
there a train accident? Maybe he was separated from his family, because
he was
injured, and his current problems stemmed from that trauma and not from
what
happened to him in the Lunar
shuttle.
There was a gap where his middle
childhood should be, and
then he was an adult. He had lived a prosperous life on earth, with a
luxurious
apartment, an elegant, surgically augmented mistress—but he
had no idea what he
did to afford such wealth. Or why he chose to give up a life of
privilege to
come to Luna where he apparently knew no one and had no job prospects.
If he could recall the events leading
up to the attack on
the shuttle, that might help him fill in the blanks. However, the
simple act of
contemplating the cold reality that someone had wanted him dead was
enough to
reduce him to a quivering mass of human jelly.
The only time he found peace was when
he slept. Perhaps it
was the sleeping pills or maybe it was the tape he listened to each
night
before going to bed. Once his head hit the pillow and he drifted to
sleep, the
tension that coiled like a serpent in his guts left him, and he spent
the night
blissfully free of fear. Even his dreams did not have the power to
alarm him,
not while he was living them. Awake, he could not bear to think about
anything
violent, but in his dreams, he witnessed and even acted out the most
violent
acts with a sense of serenity that his waking self found hard to
reconcile.
“People often seek to
confront their
personal demons in their nightmares,” the doctor had informed
him. “In the landscape of our own creation, we learn to
master that which we
fear.”
The doctor seemed to know everything,
but in this one
matter, Adam had his doubts. These were not nightmares, and there was
never a
feeling of conflict or
danger. It never
occurred to him to ask “What am I doing here?”
Faced with challenges that would
have daunted the waking Adam, his dream self plowed forward, ever
resourceful,
never cowed. No matter what obstacle stood in his way, a solution
always
presented itself.
Sometimes, he could not help but
admire the dreaming Adam
more than the timid, cowering person that he was in real life. It was
so
embarrassing when he did things like vomit at the sound of a slammed
door or piss
himself at the sight of blood.
He had to hurry up and get better.
Eventually even the
doctor’s patience would begin to wear thin. Adam feared his
disapproval more
than anything, which was why he had not told him about a new phobia
that he had
only recently noticed. At first, he thought it was his imagination,
since this
type of panic attack made no sense. But it had occurred four times in
as many
days, and it manifested itself again as Adam passed behind the
doctor’s chair
on his way out of the room and happened to glance over his shoulder.
O’Leary was reading a
vid-book about the
history of Helium 3 mining on Luna.
The young man paused. It
was an extremely dry, boring tome written
in highly technical jargon with the most unexciting graphs and diagrams
imaginable---and every time Adam started to listen to the
text’s simulated
voice drone about lunar mining, he began to shake uncontrollably, as if
someone
was holding a knife to his throat.
O’Leary noticed his
discomfort. “You should lie down for a
while. Listen to the tape. Take a nap. Are you still having those
dreams we
talked about?”
Adam gnawed at his lower lip. He
hated to lie to the doctor,
but he also disliked disappointing him, and O’Leary always
grew concerned when
his servant described any of his more violent dreams.
He debated his answer too long. The
doctor took his silence
as a negative. “Good. I told you the tranquilizers would
help. Go on. You can
finish cleaning later. Ling
and I aren’t
so delicate that we’ll drop dead from breathing a little
dust.”
It was a bad choice of words. The
image of Doctor O’Leary
and his mistress falling over dead set off a particularly bad attack. Palms sweating, stomach
churning, Adam fled.
He felt his way along the corridor to the small room at the end of the
hall
where he slept. There, he fell across his bed and slapped on a headset.
The
familiar soothing music began to play.
A woman’s voice spoke into his left ear.
“Close your eyes. You are
alone in a room without doors or
windows. There is no way in or out. You are perfectly safe. Before you
there
are five candles. As I count down, you will snuff them one at a time.
Five.
Four. Three. Breathe. Two.…”
****
Breakfast in bed was one of
Ling’s passions. Since Adam’s
arrival, she had been able to indulge
to her heart’s content. Surprisingly, the former assassin was
an excellent
cook. Today, he had prepared a full Japanese style morning meal with
miso soup,
salad, steamed rice, smoked fish, pickled plums and green tea with a
single
jasmine blossom floating in the porcelain cup all presented on a
lacquer tray
with a linen napkin.
“He has his
uses,” O’Leary challenged her to admit, his eyes
taking in the feast over the cup of the cappuccino which was his usual
morning
meal.
She shrugged. Her silk robe shifted,
revealing a round,
white shoulder decorated with a small shooting star tattoo.
“I’ll be nice and
fat when he carves me up.”
“He can tell you
don’t like him. He asked me yesterday what
he’s done to make you unhappy.”
“Did you tell him the
truth? That he’s a walking time bomb,
and I don’t want to be near him when he goes boom
?” She sipped her miso. It was delicious. And the fish was
smoked to perfection. What a shame they made the young man into a
psychotic
killing machine. He could have been a first rate chef.
“You should have more faith
in me. The alter
suppressor is working exactly as it’s supposed
to.”
She feigned surprise. “The
poor boy is supposed to act like
a school girl every time someone raises their voice or he sees a drop
of blood?
It’s pathetic. He’s going to end up an emotional
wreck. Multiple personalities
will be the least of his problems.” She sat down the lacquer
bowl and leaned
forward to check her mail. “My sister wants to come
visit.”
“No!”
“Her husband has been
cheating on her. With an android of
all things.” She covered her mouth with her hand.
“Oh my god! An android
cat-girl! He tried to bring it home.”
“I’m not having
that woman in this house.”
“We can’t have
visitors,” she agreed. “Not
with Adam
here. I’ll tell her that you’re doing an experiment
with dangerous biologic
weapons. It’s true. What’s this?” She
opened the file. The hand which was
reaching for her teacup fumbled, and she splashed tea across the bed
linen. Her
voice was shrill with alarm. “Peter! Come look at
this!”
The image on the holo was Ling, but
her features had been
altered. The flesh and hair from the left
side of her face had been peeled away, revealing the
muscles and
cartilage beneath the skin.
“Who would send such a
thing?” she demanded. Automatically,
she clicked on the accompanying message.
“Don’t!”
her lover warned.
“I want to know who did it.
What a stupid, childish---“
The holo image began to change. The
eyes widened. The lips
drew back from the teeth in a lifelike grimace. A silent scream erupted
from
the mouth. The remaining skin blistered and bubbled away, then the
muscle
blackened and dissolved, leaving a grinning skeleton.
A second face appeared, that of middle aged man with
a deep brown complexion, heavy
eyebrows and a bulbous nose. “Ling, darling, tell the doctor
I want my soldiers.
If he knows what’s good for you
both, he’ll get to work on it. Ciao, sweetie.”
Ling bounded to her feet, upsetting
her breakfast tray.
“What’s this all about? What kind of trouble are
you in now, Peter?” She jabbed
her lover with a long lacquered nail.
“What kind of trouble have you gotten me into?”
He arched his back to protect his
face. “Calm down! He’s
just some arms smuggling
hoodlum.”
“I know who Jimmy Soros is.
I used to date him. Why is he
sending me threatening mail?”
“Silly git bought a couple
of pieces of Adam’s weaponry on
the black market. He’s convinced that I can get my hands on
more, and he wants
me to install them in his
thugs. When he couldn’t bribe me, he tried to persuade me
with threats. He’s
nothing. A schoolyard bully.”
She peered up at her lover, her eyes
narrowed to slits. “If
he’s no threat, why did you beef
up the
house security? Don’t try to tell me it’s just a
coincidence .”
“I’ll
admit that
our…conversation reminded me that it was past time for me to
upgrade security.
However, a basic motion sensor array with a
half dozen laser cannons is more than enough to take care
of petty
criminals like him.”
“I saw the inventory. You
installed a lot more than motion
sensors and laser cannons.” She crossed
her arms over her ample bosom. Tapping one silk slipper
against the
floor, she regarded O’Leary coolly.
“There’s
something you aren’t telling me. Spit it out.”
He sighed. “You know me too
well, Ling. I did it, because I
think someone is after Adam.”
Ling’s eyes widened
comically. “Did I hear you right? You upgraded
security to protect your pet? Not to protect me, the woman you love or
even to
save your own skin. No, you want to make sure that Adam is safe and
sound, so that when
he finally flips his lid and
murders us in our beds, he is in excellent physical
condition.” She turned and
began throwing open drawers.
“What are you
doing?” O’Leary demanded.
“Packing!” she
exclaimed. “I’m going to go stay with my
sister, and I hope you and your precious Adam are very happy together
until he cuts
your throat. And I won’t cry at your funeral.” She
spoiled the effect of this
pronouncement by bursting into tears.
O’Leary put his arms around
her. “Hush, Ling. There’s
nothing to cry about. You’re perfectly safe. You know I would
never let
anything happen to you.” He sat down on the edge of the bed
and pulled Ling
close to him. She put up a token struggle, before crawling onto his lap
and
throwing her arms around his neck.
“I wish
you would
pay half as much attention to me as you do to your
experiments,” she sniffed,
brushing away tears.
“You know I
couldn’t live without you.”
“I
know it,
but sometimes I think you
forget. So, tell me. What kind of trouble is Adam in?”
The doctor glanced towards the door
to assure himself that
it was closed. “You know about Armstrong Enterprises,
right?”
“Helium 3, sure. They hire
more people on Luna that all
the other mining companies put together.”
“A private contractor
working for Armstrong Enterprises has
been in contact with me, asking questions
about Adam. When I
told him that Adam
had already been recycled, he asked
for
Adam’s data recorder.”
“Adam has something in his
data recorder that Armstrong
Enterprise’s wants?”
“So it would
seem.”
“Did you check
it?”
“I can’t. The
data’s encrypted using an EEG code that Adam
is apparently incapable of producing in his suppressed state. He tried for hours to unlock
it, and all he
got was a headache. In order to unlock the encryption, he needs to
access his alter,
which would mean turning down the
suppressor---”
“Don’t!”
“Don’t worry.
I’m not going to jeopardize the results of my
experiment at this point. However, I want to know what is in that data
recorder
before I turn it over to Armstrong Enterprises.”
“So you’re going
to give it to them?”
“Of course. Once we
negotiate a fair price. And once my
curiosity is satisfied.”
“Have you thought about
asking Adam if he knows why
Armstrong is interested in him?” Ling suggested.
“That was the first thing I
tried.”
“No luck?” she
guessed.
“I
don’t know if you
have noticed, but Adam has a panic attack whenever the topic of lunar
mining
comes up.”
“Adam has a panic attack
whenever he sees his own shadow.”
“Don’t
exaggerate. Lunar mining is a sore subject with him.
As best I can guess, Adam
learned
something about Armstrong Enterprises while in his assassin persona,
and now
the topic is tainted by association. Mention lunar mining, and it calls up suppressed
memories of ---“
A knock at the door interrupted their
conversation. Adam
popped his head into the room. When he saw the overturned tray on the
bed, he
hurried in to clean up the mess.
“Adam,” Ling
asked abruptly. “What do you know about Helium
3 mining?”
The young man dropped to his knees
clutching his stomach as
if he had just been punched in the gut.
“See?” O’Leary said.
“I told you.”
Adam gazed up at them through a haze
of dizziness and
nausea. Ling was a dark blob in her midnight blue silk kimono with her
black
hair streaming down her back. The doctor stood tall and
imposing, a godlike figure with his head
backlit and his features veiled in shadow.
“Please,” Adam
begged. “I think I’m losing my mind. Help
me.” He clutched at the doctor’s leg. “I
can’t go on like this.”
O’Leary’s hand
was reassuringly warm and firm on the back of
his neck. “You’re doing fine, Adam.
It’s just a little set back. Here, give me your
arm. I’ll help you to
your room. Ling, please fetch a 25 mg dose of
Tranqual from my office. That will help you get some
rest,” he assured
the younger man.
“Is it safe for me to take
so many drugs?” Adam asked
nervously.
“Trust me,”
O’Leary said. “I’m a doctor. I know what
I’m
doing.”
****
O’Leary and Ling had gone
to a performance of the New Peking
Opera, leaving Adam alone in the house, when the
two stealth suited intruders
surprised the young man in the kitchen. He was chopping
bok choy for the
evening meal, but he did not even consider using the eight inch
surgically
sharp blade as a weapon. With a girlish scream, he dropped the knife,
covered
his head with his arms and collapsed on the floor, gibbering.
“This him?” asked
the first of the two burglars to remove
his helmet. He was a middle aged man with radiation scarred skin and a
shiny
bald pate that reflected the grow-lights that hung above the kitchen
herb
garden.
A second, younger man with a pale
complexion and protuberant
pink eyes tossed aside his helmet
and consulted a holo image generator. “Sure looks like
him.” He stared down at
Adam, who was curled up on the kitchen floor in the fetal position.
“He doesn’t
act like an Id assassin.”
“Boss says he’s
broken. He doesn’t remember that he’s a
killer.” The older thug kicked Adam hard in the groin.
“See? Nothing. As helpless
as a baby. Let’s find that data recorder and bag this guy and
get outta here
before----“ He clutched his throat. His face turned from pink
to blue.
His partner, who was standing a few
feet away, sniffed the
air. With his pale skin, and his small, red tinged eyes, he looked like
a tall,
lean rat. “Is something burning?” He searched the
kitchen for the source of the
fumes. Finally, his eyes came to rest on the dark young man who had
crawled a
few feet and was now cowering beneath an imitation wooden table. The Id looked
scared enough to piss himself, but it was not urine that
was responsible for the odor that filled the air with an acrid, throat
burning,
eye watering stench. White gas was pouring from his left nostril.
“Sonofabitch!”
the younger of the two burglars managed to
gasp as he fumbled for his helmet.
His
partner was already down on the floor. The albino knew that his only
hope was
to get a clean air supply and try to figure out what kind of gas the
two of
them had been exposed to before it had a chance to do permanent damage.
However, his fingers felt like sausages. And who had turned up the
gravity and
slowed down time? And why the hell wasn’t the Id showing any
effects from the
gas that was pouring from his nostril and coiling around his own head
like
cigarette smoke? Was he a monster? A fire breathing dragon?
Consumed by the rising panic that was
part of the effect of
the gas, the albino stumbled against the table. His fingers encountered
the
kitchen knife. Clutching it with both hands, he made a wild dive
towards the
Id.
****
O’Leary knew that something
was wrong as soon as he entered
the house. Adam should have been there to greet him like an eager
puppy, with a
gin and tonic in one hand for the doctor and something sweet with an
umbrella
in the other for Ling. A
quick check
of the house
security log confirmed his
worst fears---two people had entered while he was gone, using the
security
codes that only he and Ling knew. He
did a rapid scan of the house expecting to find it empty. To his
surprise, the
sensors read the vital signs a single
person in the kitchen, along with dangerously high levels of mercaptoserlyne gas.
He relaxed. A slow, satisfied smile
spread across his face.
Ling
attempted to
peer over her lover’s shoulder at the security gauges.
“ What’s that?” She
tapped at the chromatograph display with a black lacquered nail.
“Poison.” The
doctor studied her face carefully. “The
kitchen is full of poison gas. I’ll have to vent it, before
we go inside.” He
started the necessary operations.
Ling wore too much makeup for her
face to betray her
emotions. However, her hands shook a little as she unbuttoned her faux
seal
skin coat and laid it aside. “How did poison get in our
kitchen?”
O’Leary knew exactly how
the MCS gas got in the kitchen, but
he feigned ignorance. He kept one eye on the air gauge and the other on
his
mistress. “It’s safe now,” he said
finally. He grabbed Ling by the upper arm.
“Come.”
“Why do I need to
come?” she demanded, digging her four inch
spiked heels into the carpet.
The doctor’s smile did not
extend to his eyes. “Because you
orchestrated this mess, my dear.”
Ling protested her innocence all the
way to the kitchen but
to no avail. She
finally shut up, when
the door slid open, revealing a scene of carnage.
Adam had collapsed in the far corner
of the room. He was
covered with blood, and at first glance appeared to be dead. However, a
cursory
check of his vital signs showed that he was healthy though unconscious.
The
blood came from a
superficial
laceration on his forehead, probably made by a chopping knife clutched
in the
hands of one of the dead men who lay nearby. O’Leary did not
recognize either
of the intruders, who wore stealth suits of the type used by burglars
to
confuse motion and heat sensors. Their helmets indicated that they had
arrived
at the house by traveling across country rather than by the usual
system of
pressurized, air filled tunnels that connected the suburban mansions to
the
city dome. Both men were dead, and from the quick examination that he
was able
to perform in the kitchen without instruments, they appeared to have
been dead
for about one to two hours. There were no signs of trauma. Death from
poisoning
was the most likely cause.
Adam stirred. His eyelids fluttered.
When he opened his eyes
and saw the doctor’s face,
he stretched
out his hands. “Doctor, thank god! I thought I was going to
die.”
When she saw that the Id was still
alive, Ling screamed.
At the sound of her terror filled
scream, Adam screamed.
Ling fainted.
Adam fainted.
O’Leary backed away from
Adam, just in case the MCS
reservoir was not empty. Though logic
told him that fear should not cause it to discharge, he could not be
absolutely
sure that pain from the wound on the young man’s forehead,
though minor, might
not present an ongoing danger. Better to return with safety garments
and a mask
and a medkit in case he needed to sedate his patient.
He
gathered up
Ling’s limp body on his way out of the kitchen. He had no
intention of leaving
her to die from poison fumes, even if she occasionally
did stupid things like this. There were few
women in the world he could tolerate, and even fewer women who could
put up
with his many idiosyncrasies. For better or worse, they were made for
each
other.
Too late, it occurred
to him that if Ling had given the security codes of the
house to someone, that someone might be wondering why his two thugs had
not
returned with the prize. The doctor was halfway to the main computer to
change
the codes, when the front door burst open and Jimmy Soros stormed in,
flanked
by two of his lieutenants, identical Pacific Islander twins.
The Greek was a little man who had
managed to add six inches
of height with femur implants and shoe lifts, but he had never lost his
air of
overcompensation. “What did you do with my men!” he
demanded, jabbing the
doctor in the chest with a short, fat index finger.
O’Leary pulled himself up
to his full height, because he
knew that it would piss Soros off. “I didn’t do
anything to them. They were
dead when I got home. Mind telling me what they were doing in my
kitchen?”
“Ask her.” Soros
pointed at Ling. “She’s the one that
said Armstrong Enterprises is
willing to pay a pretty penny for that broken Id assassin and his data
box. Why
the hell you want to keep a defective Id around for? Don’t
you know what that
tailor did in Mare Crissium?” He patted Ling on the cheek.
“Hey baby. Wake up.
It’s me. Jimmy.”
“Don’t touch
her!”
The doctor hugged
Ling more
tightly against his chest. She began to stir.
“Why shouldn’t I
touch her?” Soros replied, standing on
tiptoe, his chest thrust out like a rooster. “Someone needs
to look after her.
You have her scared shitless, keeping that killer in your house. I told
her I
would take him off your hands. Where is he?”
Ling opened her eyes. “The
kitchen. Be careful. He still has
some kind of weapon that shoots poison gas.” She glared at
O’Leary. “You told
me you removed all his implants.”
“All the ones I could
safely remove, with the equipment I
have in my lab. The poison gas device in his sella tursica was too
deeply
embedded for me to extract without a full neurosurgical operating
suite. I
didn’t think it would be a problem leaving it in place, since
it was only
programmed to discharge if Adam was physically damaged.”
The two lieutenants paused in mid
step on their way out the
room. “Is he armed or isn’t he, boss?”
asked one of the twins.
“Hell if I know.”
Soros pointed at the doctor. “You stay
here. Ling, you go get the Id. He knows you. Tell him whatever you have
to tell
him to make him trust us, ok? Tell him I’m his long lost
friend.”
“But, what
if----?”
Soros pulled out a flashy gold gun and pointed it at the
doctor’s head. “Go.”
Ling uttered a stifled squeak and ran
from the room.
O’Leary looked coolly down
the barrel of the plasma gun. “If
you are planning to sell
him to
Armstrong Enterprises, you
won’t get
anything unless you bring them his data recorder, too.”
“That’s right.
Lily mentioned that. Where is the recorder?”
“In my lab.”
Soros snapped his fingers at his
lieutenants. “Go get it.”
“They won’t be
able to get into the lab. The lock on the
door has an EEG encryption, retinal scan and voice recognition
devise.”
“Man, you sure are a
cautious bastard,” Soros remarked,
frowning. “Don’t you trust Ling? No, I guess you
wouldn’t.” He grinned,
revealing a gold tooth embedded with an emerald.
“You had better put that
away.” O’Leary indicated the gun.
“If Adam sees that, he is liable to have another
fit.”
“Sure thing.”
Soros slipped it in his pocket. “It’s still
aimed at you, so don’t try anything funny.”
By this time, Ling had returned with
Adam, who appeared
slightly less like the walking dead now that she had blotted most of
the blood from
his face and arms with a damp kitchen towel. However, he was still pale
and
shaken. His dark hair was plastered to his scalp with sweat, and his
clothes
were blood stained.
Adam
was so
relieved to see the
doctor that he
broke into tears. “I
don’t know what
happened. I was in the kitchen, making supper, and two men burst in.
One of
them kicked me, and then….and then….”
Just
thinking about it made him sick. He double over and
vomited on the
carpet.
The doctor helped him to his feet.
Using his handkerchief,
he wiped the mucous and flecks of food from Adam’s face.
“Steady, my boy.” A
frown of worry creased his brow.
“This is the Id,
huh?” Soros made a sour face. “I’d rather
someone shot me than do me like this. Disusting!”
“He’s your
friend, boss,” one of the twin lieutenants
reminded him in a whisper.
“Trust,” the
other added quietly.
“This is the man I was
telling you about,” Ling told Adam. “Jimmy
Soros. Don’t be afraid. He’s here to help
you.”
Adam and Soros were about the same
height. The younger man
approached the Greek cautiously, glancing once over his shoulder at the
doctor
to make sure that it was alright. “Ling said that you used to
know me on earth.
She said you can help me fill in the blanks in my memory.”
The little man’s eyes
widened then narrowed. “That’s right
kid. I’ve been looking all over for you. I’m going
to take you to meet some
more of your friends from earth. But first we have to get your data
recorder.”
He moved closer to O’Leary and pressed the pocketed gun
against his ribs.
At the door to the lab,
O’Leary pretended to submit to a
complicated series of scans. When Ling opened her mouth to ask what he
was
doing, he gave her a withering look.
“I’ll be just a
minute,” he said.
“Oh no you
don’t,” Soros replied slyly. He followed the
doctor into the lab. “Everyone inside. There’s
plenty of room in here.”
His expression grim,
O’Leary picked up a box labeled “Adam”
and removed a small,
stainless steel
disc, roughly the diameter of a human eyeball but paper thin.
“Come here for a
minute, Adam.”
“That’s the data
recorder?” Soros asked.
“It goes here,”
the doctor replied. He laid his hand on the
back of Adam’s neck, forcing his head forward, exposing the mastoid bone behind
the ear, where there
was a barely discernable groove. “Relax,” he
murmured, as he felt the young man
tense. “This won’t hurt a bit” The metal
disc slid easily in place.
Adam looked from the doctor to Soros
and the twins and then
back to the doctor. He
followed
O’Leary’s gaze to the outline of the gun in the
Greek’s pocket. The tension
left his body. His
upper lip twitched
in the merest hint of a smile. “Thanks,” he
murmured. “I feel much better now.
Like my old self.”
For the first time since the incident
with the burglars,
Adam seemed relaxed. He let go of the doctor’s arm and stood
a short distance
away, rocking back and forth on the balls of his feet, his eyes half
closed as
if he was he was listening to some music that only he could hear.
However, from
beneath his thick lashes, his dark eyes watched every move of the Greek
and the
Pacific Island twins
Now that things had calmed down a
little, Ling felt
that she needed to say something to her
lover, to make him understand why she had done what she did.
“Peter,” she
murmured so softly that only he could hear. She stood on tiptoe and
locked her
hands around the back of the doctor’s neck. Gazing up into
his eyes with what
she hoped was a contrite expression, she whispered “I did it
for you as much as
for me. If a big company like Armstrong Enterprises wants something,
there is
no way that ordinary people like us can fight them. And this way, we
get Jimmy
off our backs---“
O’Leary’s arm
tightened around her waist. “Shhh,” he
whispered into her hair. “Cross your fingers and hope that
this doesn’t go horribly
wrong.”
“What---?” She
twisted her head to peer over her shoulder.
It happened so quickly that she almost missed it.
Adam moved forward as if to pass by
Jimmy Soros. His
swinging arm brushed the Greek’s jacket. Soros’s
eyes widened and his mouth opened
in a scream.
The two lieutenants moved as one,
converging on their
employer as he crumpled to the floor clutching his belly where a twenty
centimeter plasma burn allowed blood and intestine to spill to the
floor.
“Oh my god!” one
of them shouted. “Boss shot himself!” He
tried to staunch the flow of blood and guts with his bare hands,
however he was
distracted when his brother’s brains splattered across his
upturned face. Only
then did he notice that the Id assassin—the supposedly broken Id assassin was
holding the Boss’s
special gold plated plasma gun, pointing
it at his face. Before he could reach for his own weapon,
his head exploded. The skull was
not
designed to expand, so it tended to react violently when the
intracranial
contents were suddenly heated to the boiling point.
Adam stood over the two headless
corpses and the one still
moaning, writhing body. He aimed the plasma gun at Soros’s
head. “Alive or
dead?” he asked.
O’Leary considered the
question for a moment. “I don’t know
who---if anyone---- he has talked to at Armstrong
Enterprises.”
Adam switched on the safety and
lifted the Greek onto the
examination table with the ease of someone newly arrived from Earth.
“Alive it
is. If you are going to question him, you had better hurry up. Gut shot at close range, he
won’t last long
without medical attention.”
A dose of painkiller brought the
Greek back to some
semblance of sanity.
An amp of Restrol
and another of Cardime created
something like cardiovascular stability in his shocky body. It was an
illusion.
Nothing short of total abdominal evacuation and a full gastrointestinal
and
renal transplant would save his life. However, it would take him many
hours to
become toxic.
Soros looked from Adam to
O’Leary then back to Adam. “What
did he do to you? What did he put in you?”
The Id assassin touched the bone
behind his ear where the
doctor had inserted the disc. “A damper, I imagine. The real question is what
did you put in me that had to be
dampened?”
“Later,” the
doctor said impatiently. To Soros, “Who did you
talk to at Armstrong Enterprises? What kind of bargain did you
make?”
“No one. I talked to no
one. I didn’t have any deal.”
The
monitors which
might have checked the Greek’s answers for accuracy were
useless with the pain
and blood pressure medication that he had been given. However, the Id
assassin
had his own way of judging whether or not people were telling the
truth.
Soros swallowed and tried to turn his
head away but he was
strapped down to the table.. When Adam placed his hands on either side
of his
head, his fingertips resting lightly on the Greek’s temples,
shudders racked
the little man’s body, even though the pain medication had
made him numb. He was
someone who had stood up to the meanest,
toughest bad guys on Luna, but he would have pissed himself if he had a
working
bladder. What was it about this Id that made him so scared? How could
this be
the same guy who screamed like a girl and vomited all over the floor?
He found himself babbling in his
eagerness to spill the
truth. “No way I would call anyone at Armstrong before hand.
What if they
figured out my plan and beat me here? That would be just like them, to
try to
cut me out. I figured I would come in with the codes Ling gave me and
snatch
the guy and the data box and be out of here. It was supposed to be easy
money.
She didn’t say anything about him being a freaking
monster….”
Adam removed his fingers from
Soros’s temples.
O’Leary raised an eyebrow.
“Did I miss a truth serum
delivery system under your nails?”
“Nothing so crude. Simple
hypnosis. Can I kill him now?”
“Be my guest.”
****
“How did you know that my
Id alter was still functioning?”
Adam asked, as he and O’Leary finished composting the last of
the five corpses
and returned to the lab. Ling was upstairs in the room which she shared
with
the doctor, sleeping. O’Leary had given her a sedative, to
help calm her down.
She had not taken the cold blooded killing of her old boyfriend well,
even
after the doctor explained that it was a mercy killing and that Jimmy
Soros was
already as good as dead from the abdominal wound
he had received.
“I
didn’t.”
“Then why did you put the
damper in?”
The doctor looked slightly
embarrassed. “I couldn’t send you
off to who knows what kind of treatment
at the hands of Soros and his goons with the alter suppressor in place. The way you reacted to
anything threatening
or violent, it would have been grossly inhumane.”
Adam snorted. “And what you
did to me wasn’t?”
“I’m a doctor! I
was doing it for your own good!”
“Like hell you were! I was
just another one of your
experiments.” He glared up at the doctor. “I want
this alter suppressor out.”
“Later. After I have a
chance to observe you for a while and
assure myself that you really are recovered---What are you doing with
that
scalpel? Stop that!”
Adam held the tip of the blade poised
against his skull behind
his ear, at the site where the damper had been inserted. “The
suppressor is in
here, right? If I muck around in here with a blade, I ought to be able
to hit
it.”
“That’s a
valuable piece of hardware!”
“You’re supposed
to say ‘That’s dangerous! You’ll hurt
yourself!’
Some doctor you are.” Adam laid down the scalpel. Giving the
doctor a sly,
sideling glance he said “If
you take
the suppressor out, I’ll tell you why Armstrong Enterprises
is after me and my
data recorder.”
“Tell me, Adam!”
“After you take it out. And
for your information, my name is
Mikhal, not Adam. Christ, you must have some kind of god complex,
naming me
that.”
“I do not---!”
O’Leary protested.
“Don’t interrupt.
My code name is Michael the Archangel. I
mention it in case you ever have to summon my assassin alter
again.”
“You emerged fast enough
when I put in the damper.”
“Because Soros was pointing
a gun at us. Danger, pain, loss
of consciousness or any prearranged signal will trigger an alter
change. My
non-assassin alter has no idea what I do for a living.
He doesn’t even know why
I am here on the moon, since I was in
working mode when I came here. That thing
you planted in my head drove my assassin alter into hiding. However, I know everything
that the other me
knows, so I know all about your weird experiments.” His eyes
burned. He grabbed
the doctor’s collar and lifted him from the floor.
“It was damn lucky for all
of us that you got soft hearted and decided to insert the damper.
Otherwise, I
would be on my way to Armstrong Enterprises, and everything I know
about the
bastards would be lost.”
“And you know what
exactly?” demanded
the doctor, trying his best to maintain his dignity with
his feet dangling three inches off the floor.
”First the alter suppressor
comes out, then I tell you what
you want to know.” Mikhal released the doctor.
O’Leary rubbed his throat.
He liked Adam much better than
this cocky little killer. “What
if my
hand slips, and you go into a coma?”
“Then you’ll
never know what Armstrong was so desperate to
get their hands on, and curiosity will drive you mad. So, you better
make sure
your hands are steady.”
Grumbling under his breath,
O’Leary pulled out a surgical
tray. “Get on the table.” He picked up a syringe.
“No anesthesia,”
Mikhal said. His grip on the doctor’s wrist
was like iron. “It’s not that I don’t
trust you,” he said grinning. “But I know
you too well to trust you.”
“Smart ass. This is going
to hurt like hell,“ the doctor warned.
“I’m an assassin.
I’m good with pain.”
Scar tissue has grown up around the
suppressor, but after a
great deal of tugging, the
doctor was
able to extract it in one piece, along with the damper.
Mikhal’s expression did
not change during the procedure. He might have been Ling, having her
nails done
at her favorite salon.
“I’ll let you
rest,” O’Leary told the assassin as he slapped
a dressing on the wound. “Tell me when you’ve
recovered enough---“
Mikhal sat up.
“I’m fine. Where is my data recorder?”
“In the blue box.”
O’Leary indicated the receptacle with his elbow.
He was busy sterilizing
the prototype suppressor and damper. He was quite pleased with his
invention. He
would have to fine tune the aversion settings before he could market
it---no
one could be expected to endure voluntarily what Adam had endured as
part of
the experiment---but all in all the device showed great promise.
The young man rummaged through the
box. “Where?”
“In the contact lens case,
where else?”
“Gotcha.” Mikhal opened
the case and slid out the Plasticyne disc. Smaller than the tip of his
little
finger, it fit easily over the cornea of his left eye. Once in place, he need only generate alpha
waves to unlock the
device and view the images which were stored on it.
“You said you would show
me,” O’Leary reminded him.
“Right. Where’s
your amplifier?”
The doctor tossed him a pair of
goggles.
The image which Mikhal was viewing
appeared on the holo.
“Give me some context,” O’Leary said.
“What are we looking at?”
“Context.” Mikhal
rolled the word on
his tongue. “The context is I was hired to kill
a woman by Asia
Power and Light. While
I was doing the deed, she managed to download this information in my
data
storage. Ordinarily, I
dump any
documents my targets pass on to me. It’s
usually emotional baggage. Messages to next of kin, stuff
like that.
“However, there was
something about this target that
bothered me. The assignment had been vetted by my superior at military
intelligence, but I knew he took bribes, and the target was a
scientist, not
the usual double agent or corporate spy.
“So, when I got home,
before I switched alters, I reviewed
the documents. And look at what I found.”
O’Leary shook his head at
the stream of figures and names
that scrolled by. “I
still don’t
understand what we are looking at.”
“Ok, how about this
one.” The raw data was replaced with a
report marked “EO” Eyes Only.
“Sweet Jesus!”
the doctor exclaimed after he read it.
“Exactly,” Mikhal
said dryly.
“The safety data
they gave the public about the solar wind collection panels they are
building over
Luna is a crock of shit.”
After years of strip mining, the
moon’s supply of the
valuable fusion material, Helium 3 was slowly
being depleted. Therefore Armstrong Enterprises had
designed a massive
system of solar wind collectors that would
capture the mineral in space, funnel it to the moon, where
it could be
collected and shipped to earth.
Environmentalists had protested the
project from its
inception, insisting that it would increase radiation exposure, already
a major
health problem for lunar residents. Lacking
an atmosphere to trap dangerous solar radiation, the moon
was plagued by premature aging, cancer, chromosome abnormalities and
birth
defects. The solar wind collectors, it was argued, would only
exacerbate this
problem.
After years of debate, Armstrong had
tested a prototype
solar wind collector and
pronounced it a success. However, according to this document and the
accompanying data, the prototype had been a failure. The material
collected and
funneled to the moon was so dangerously charged that the miners who
handled it
and the workers who maintained the collection and processing machinery
had a
small but definite
increase
in solar
sicknesses. Even people living in the proximity of the solar wind
collector
showed ill effects.
Once the final collection system was
built, it would only be
a matter of time before people living and working around the Helium 3
mine
began to get sick. However, by then it would be too late to do anything
about
it. Earth was greedy for its fusion fuels. A few thousand more Lunar deaths from cancer a
year would seem an
acceptable loss for the people of Terra. The rise in mutant births
would be
written off the same way. There were be debates about whether the
increase in
disease was due to the collectors or due to lifestyle, and in the
meantime
nothing would get done.
“After I read this, I knew
that I had to let the people of
Luna know the truth,” Mikhal said. “Maybe they will
learn the risks and decide
that it is worth it. Helium 3 brings in a lot of money. A huge chunk of
the
moon’s economy depends on it. But the people of the moon have a right to make that
decision for
themselves.” His expression darkened. “I
didn’t ask to become an Id. They gave
us aptitude tests in school. I scored high on all the right
characteristics.
Idealism. Dualism. Aggression. Suggestibility. They told my parents it
was
either enroll me in the Id program or watch me unravel into paranoid
schizophrenia….”
The doctor’s voice brought
him back to reality. “Let me
guess. You pretended to have an alter failure as part of a plot to get
to the
moon.”
“It was the only way they
would let someone like me leave
the earth. Especially since
Armstrong
suspected
that I had learned something. My apartment was bugged. I was being
followed.”
“Armstrong tried to have
you killed on the shuttle?” O’Leary
guessed.
Mikhal shook his head. “No,
that was me.”
One eyebrow shot up. “You
arranged to have yourself
murdered?”
“You misunderstand. I was
never attacked. I faked my death. As
a malfunctioning Id assassin, I would go to a military brig. If I was
locked up
in jail, I couldn’t do anyone on Luna any good. I
waited until I was on
the shuttle, and then I strangled myself. Or rather, I set my body to
go into
deep hibernation using the trigger of auto-strangulation. I knew that my automatic
defribrillator and
cortical stimulator would revive me. All I had to do was delay the
resuscitation process until we reached the moon. Once
there, I assumed they would dump me in a morgue somewhere,
and I
would quietly revive myself and slip away unnoticed. It never occurred
to me
that the military would sell me off for parts, or that I would be
bought by a
mad scientist.”
O’Leary bristled.
“Who are you calling a mad scientist?”
“You, you mad
scientist.”
“At least I’m not
a suicidal split personality psychopath.
What kind of idiot strangles himself? What if they had dumped your body
into
space? Or incinerated you? Hell, only
a
fool tries to resuscitate
on his own.
If I hadn’t been there, you could have choked on your own
vomit---“
Neither of them noticed that Ling was
standing in the
doorway of the lab, dressed in a sheer lace negligee, her hair loose ,
reading
the eyes only letter from Armstrong Enterprise. Her hand went to her
lips.
“This is awful!” She exclaimed. “Are you
going to let Armstrong get away with
this?” She turned to her lover.
“Certainly not!”
he replied automatically. “I know the head
of SWU, the Space Workers Union. I
made
a prosthetic arm for him, after he had a traumatic amputation in an air
duct accident. Once
he sees this data and
shares it with the workers, it
should
be easy to get them to call a strike to halt work on the solar wind
collector.”
Mikhal frowned. “I was
going to talk to the head of the
Lunar Counsel. Assuming I could get him to meet with me.”
O’Leary gave him a
withering look. “You may be good as
killing, my boy, but you have no head for intrigue. If Armstrong is
building a
death machine in orbit around the moon, the first person they will have bribed is the head of
the Lunar
Counsel. Ling, get Boris
Vinklak on the
phone. I guess I should invite the heads of the Lunar Mine Workers and
the president
of the medical college as well. I
can
say that I am having a poker party in case Armstrong has the line
tapped. Adam,
we’ll need a light meal for six. Make that seven.
You’re the quest of honor.”
“Sorry,” replied
the Id assassin. “You’re thinking of my
other persona. I don’t know how to cook.”
“No problem. Switch alters.
Once the guests arrive, I will
summon your assassin persona back. Michael the Archangel, right?
I’ll have to
make sure that Adam doesn’t become a religious man, otherwise
we’ll never know
who you are.”
Mikhal glowered up at the doctor.
“What makes you think I’m
staying after I pass this info on?”
O’Leary gave him a hearty
pat on the back. “Where else do
you have to go? Don’t forget,
Adam’s
devoted to me. Even
if you leave, he’ll
come crawling back. Now run along and
don’t forget to change your clothes before you
change alters. I don’t
want to have to explain those blood stains to Adam.”
Mikhal spluttered in fury.
“Do you honestly think I’m going
to stay here and clean lint out of your filters forever,
you----you---?”
The doctor smiled benignly.
“No, you are going to help me
with my next project, dissociative identity reintegration. So that we
can help
all those people who were not given a choice as children have one as
adults.”
The End
© 2007 McCamy Taylor
After a number of years as Assistant Short Story Editor for Aphelion and occasional contributor of remarkable short fiction of her own, McCamy was sidelined by illnesses that made prolonged sessions at the keyboard impossible. But now, at last, she's ba-a-ack. She also tells us "I have been doing political cartoons for almost two years and then I started working on my first comic book, Drug Puppies. Only two chapters are done so far..."
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