Dead Pan
by Gary William Crawford
 
You looked at me strangely: 
a dead pan for a dead man. 
As the days passed in the shadow city: 
another look from one of your friends 
that reflected your look. 
Then a few days later: 
another look from another 
of your friends 
that mirrored the previous one. 
 
Yet another look from another friend 
that mirrored the first. 
Then one night: 
a look from another 
of your friends 
through my bedroom window. 
 
Why is it that there are 
some changes in my body, 
terrible changes, 
as I look in my bedroom mirror 
and see you staring back? 
 
 © 2004 Gary William Crawford 
Gary Crawford is the author of two books of poetry, Poems
of the Divided Self and In Shadow Lands,
and the short story collection Gothic Fevers. I
have published works of literary scholarship and criticism, such as Ramsey
Campbell, J. Sheridan Le Fanu: A Bio-Bibliography, and Robert
Aickman: An Introduction. He is also the founder and editor
of Gothic Press (http://www.gothicpress.com/.) 
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