The Tree Wife
By Michele Korri
The hut’s
gloomy interior was bathed in stark white light, and in the space of a breath,
an earsplitting crack resounded. Mae covered her ears and shut her eyes. The lightning’s
brilliance danced as spots inside her eyelids. When she opened them again, the
small fire burning inside its circle of stones cast a warm, comforting glow.
A spatter of
rain wet her cheek, and she sat back on her heels and looked up through the
fire’s vent hole in the roof. Another flash showed her that the rain was
falling as hard as ever, being driven sideways by the wind.
The fierce
rainstorm brought back memories of an important night five winters ago, and her
glance shifted to the sleeping mat of roughly woven fabric stuffed with dried
sweet grass that lay in one corner. In her mind’s eye came an image of the old
tree wife lying there, her wrinkled features contorted with pain, her thin
chest rising and falling as she struggled for each breath. Her skin had felt
dry and cool when Mae cradled her snow-white head and rocked her. As death took
hold of her, the tree wife had shared with Mae an ominous vision of the future,
a portent of destruction, sorrow, and death. When the vision faded from their
minds, the tree wife had chanted softly, her failing voice frequently drowned
out by the thunder. Her last breath had come with a racking shudder.
Mae shook
off the memory, rose, and left the fire’s warmth to peer outside. Her face and
rich brown hair were soaked in seconds. More blinding streaks forked across the
sky and she hastily withdrew, dropping the beech wood door’s leather catch over
its anchoring peg.
Restlessly
she made a circuit of the small room, noting several places in its stone walls
that needed repair. After adding more peat to the fire, she returned to the
door and ran her hands over the branches and leaves of the tree image
intricately carved into its surface. Age and countless applications of Jakob’s
fat had darkened and polished its surface to a high gleam.
The fire
spit and flared, and she stared into its lively flames, gripped unexpectedly by
a vivid, waking dream. Cold darkness surrounded her. Loud voices, their words
unclear, rang in her head. Her throat constricted as if an unseen hand had
closed around it. Fear and panic washed over her. She struggled for air, but
every breath was increasingly painful. Mae cried out and the vision vanished
instantly.
She dropped
to her knees, panting and trembling. Shivering uncontrollably, she crawled
close to the fire and laid her cheek on the hard earth floor. Rarely did she
have such clear visions about herself.
A bluish
burst of light pierced every corner of the hut. The following bang resonated
deafeningly in her ears. Mae leaped from the fire and threw open the door.
Through the darkness, beyond the close stand of trees, she saw a glow. Water
swirled around her ankles, soaking her woven sandals instantly. She splashed
through soft, spongy grass, her gaze fixed on the ever-brightening radiance
ahead.
Rain
plastered her long hair to her face and neck, immediately penetrating the
several layers of clothes she wore. Her long skirts became sodden and heavy,
clinging to her ankles and hampering her stride. A tremendous flame shot
skyward, throwing the foreground into stark silhouette. She quickened her pace,
entering the first straggling line of young trees. The pounding rain drummed a
loud tattoo on their leaves. Through black, wind-tossed branches she could see
a great light ahead.
Even before
she broke through the grove and into the clearing, she could see the fire. She
faltered, stopping at the clearing’s edge to stare at a spectacle that had
transcended vision to become terrible reality. The sacred beech, her husband,
was engulfed in a roaring conflagration. Red, orange, and blue flames licked
skyward, hissing viciously in the downpour, caressing the massive trunk. Waves
of heat penetrated the cold rain, warming her cheeks and bringing tears to her eyes.
Smoke billowed from glowing branches, and the fire outlined a yawning split in
the tree’s gigantic trunk.
Mae sank to
her knees in the soaked grass and watched as fire plumes more than a hundred
feet high ate at the huge beech’s cleft, blackened trunk. The prophetic vision
she had shared with the dying tree wife, an omen generations old, had come to
pass. Her husband was dying, would be consumed before morning. According to
ritual, only joining his spirit in death would offer hope for the village’s
future prosperity.
****
She stood
naked by the fire, racked by chills, her rain drenched clothes in a heap by the
door. In spite of her despair, she knew she should be grateful that The Great
Mother had mercifully spared the others, the trees Mae had come to think of as
the Tree Husband’s brothers; beeches, oaks, a walnut, all very old but none so
ancient or large as he. The semicircle of young trees planted by past Tree
Wives had also escaped harm.
What sin had
she committed to bring about this disaster? Had she not been a good Tree Wife?
She thought back on her five winters of service and the people she had saved
with ‘sight’, like Regus, mired and slowly sinking in a boggy patch of ground.
So many in her village were alive today because of her healing recipes, like
the Hammet twins, who had suffered a strange stupor. She sighed and wrapped
herself in a jakob fleece blanket. Sitting down on her bed, she drew her knees
up and propped her back against the wall.
The storm
had passed, and now the rain’s patter was a soothing background. She closed her
eyes, hoping sleep would come and briefly lift the burden of her dark future,
but instead her mother’s beautiful face appeared in her mind. Her eyes flew
open, willing the image to vanish. Tears gathered and spilled down her cheeks.
Her mother’s voice echoed in her head, begging, pleading with Mae to refuse the
Elder’s test.
“I’m sorry,
mother,” she whispered. “I’m sorry.”
****
From the
hut’s open doorway, Mae peered into thick mist shrouding the narrow vale.
Somewhere high above the sun had risen, but its rays would not penetrate the
cold fog until midday. A strong, rich odor of burned wood filled the air. The
outermost trunks of the Sacred Grove were barely visible, their dark brown bark
a soft gray in the heavy mist.
Mae wrapped
her shawl snugly around her shoulders and stepped out. Silver-gray pools of
water amidst the sodden, flattened grasses reflected the shifting veil. Mae’s
braid was quickly bedewed with fine water droplets, and moisture reddened her
cheeks and dripped off her delicate nose.
An eerie,
muffled quiet gripped the Sacred Grove. Only the soft squelch of her sandals in
the wet grass broke the silence. She passed through the semicircle of young
trees and walked into the meadow. The odor of charred wood was so intense it
choked her. Fog and smoke combined to shroud a greater part of the Tree Husband
from view. What Mae could see of it was blackened and still cooling.
Her fingers
groped for the sacred amulet, hanging from a leather thong around her neck. An
artifact of the Old Time before the Great Darkness, and of a material made
through means of the Lost Knowledge, the amulet was sacred by virtue of its
extreme rarity. The old tree wife had told her that it held an unknown power.
Lifting the thin, round disc, she gazed at the image of the Tree Husband graven
on one side of its smooth surface. Constant handling by dozens of previous Tree
Wives had almost completely worn away the image and the strange words written
around the edge of the disc’s inner hole.
A sudden
wind gust tore at the smoke and mist and offered a passing glimpse of the Tree
Husband’s shattered, blackened body. Fire had reduced the beech’s height by
three quarters, leaving only a tall, jagged-edged trunk. Its once huge,
graceful, lower branches, so massive they had bent under their own weight, lay
in smoldering black heaps in the matted grass. Mae shuddered. Which of the
remaining ancients in the grove would become their spiritual link with the
Great Mother? No premonition of this came to her. Her husband was dead and the
Great Mother had forsaken her.
No Tree Wife
before her had ever brought such dark fortune to the village. Once she informed
the village Elders, the Sacred Rules would be invoked. Her death would only be
postponed for as long as it took to find her successor, a virgin with the gift
of ‘sight’. Once she had passed the secret, unwritten knowledge on, she would
drink the sacred poison.
“Mae! Mae!”
Mae turned to
look back towards the grove. The mist swirled and parted and her mother
emerged, black hair loose, her arms swinging in rhythm with her stride.
“Bad dreams
woke me in the night,” Dela said breathlessly. Her gaze shifted from Mae to
wisps of smoke curling skyward from the fog shrouded Tree Husband.
Mae saw her
own fear mirrored in her mother’s eyes. “The old prophecy has come to pass.”
“My vision,”
Dela muttered. “No, please, it cannot be true.” She looked down at Mae. “My
daughter,” she cried softly, and embraced Mae.
“I am on my
way to the village,” Mae said, gently freeing herself.
“Never. The
Elders will demand you drink the sacred potion. No, you must go north at once.
I’ll help you prepare. Walk north and you will surely find Praetor. That’s your
proper destiny, to marry Praetor, have healthy children and live in the joy of
your love for each other.”
Mae shook
her head. “I vowed to be a faithful Tree Wife. I swore to the Great Mother.”
“Vows never
tested. They’re unreasonable. The Great Mother would never approve of such a
sacrifice. No Tree Wife has ever had to drink the sacred potion, not for as far
back as the village has recorded history. Your death won’t change anything. You
must go to Praetor; I know he still loves you. In my dreams I see him in a
strange land where white ash sometimes falls like rain.”
“How can I?
The Elders have never forgiven you for refusing their call. Until I took their
test and was made Tree Wife, we were shunned. Those memories still haunt me.”
“Is that why
you took the test? The Great Mother help us! Shunning is little enough compared
to death. If you had only heeded me, you would not be in peril of your life
now.” Tears shimmered in her eyes. “I should have forbidden you take the test.
You are my child, wanted, loved, above all things. I will not see you leave
this world ahead of me.”
Mae’s
heartbeat pounded in her ears as she gazed up at her mother’s stricken face. “I
love you, mother, but I cannot run away. I, too, would never have a quiet
moment again. I am afraid, but I must go to the Elders.”
“Mae, wait!”
But Mae was
running, her heart beating even harder.
****
Dela stood
motionless some time after Mae had gone, her mind numb with shock and horror at
the prospect of her daughter’s impending death. What could she do to prevent
this calamity? Once the Elders learned of the Tree Husband’s death, she would
be powerless to prevent her daughter’s sacrifice.
As she
muttered, ‘Oh, Great Mother, help me now’, inspiration struck her. She hurried
into the Sacred Grove’s cold, damp embrace. Condensed mist showered her as she
wove a path through the trees, but she did not feel it spatter her cheeks. The
Tree Wife’s hut stood a short distance away.
She
approached without hesitation and pushed the door open. Only embers still
glowed in the central fire pit. Dela lighted two wall torches with a taper and
looked around. On the left hand wall, opposite Mae’s bed, two ancient tree
stumps supported a large stone slab. Upon this table, neatly arranged, was a
large assortment of sealed containers, each carefully labeled. There was also a
mortar and pestle, the Tree Wife’s Sacred Book of Knowledge, and a small,
cylindrical, sealed vial secured on a leather loop.
Dela picked
up the vial. It contained the sacred potion, a deadly poison that brought death
with only a few drops. She studied its sealed stopper, made from jakob’s
tallow. It would require care to reseal the vial perfectly, once she had
diluted its deadly contents. Relief warmed and relaxed her. She could save Mae.
Without further thought she set to work.
****
Mae stopped
to catch her breath at the top of the path that wound up from the bottom of the
vale. Before her a treeless, undulating, brownish-red landscape stretched as
far in all directions as the eye could see. She continued at a slower pace, and
paused to look back. A gentle rise already hid the lush, green vale and its
precious forest from sight. Great sadness filled her. She was struck with the thought
that when she returned to the vale, it would be to take her own life.
A distant
bleating made her glance left. Under low, gray skies, she saw in the distance
the tiny, horned shapes of jakobs. Memories of her childhood came unbidden, of
running with the dogs, herding the jakobs, of playing with Praetor. Fresh tears
welled up in her eyes. Too many times she walked this path and taken for
granted the sun’s warmth, the air’s spicy scent, the simple joy of being alive.
Over the
next low hill, Mae saw the village center and paused. Even from this distance
she could see that it was filled with people and animals. Then she realized it
must be market day. Unconsciously wiping her damp palms on her dress, she
walked on. A lump rose in her throat and she trembled inside.
A huge
stone basin that tapped a natural spring dominated the village square. Several
herds of jakobs milled around an animal’s drinking trough fed by the basin. The
jakobs’ long twisted horns clicked and clacked as they butted heads, and their
occasional bleats were high-pitched and plaintive. Small black and white
spotted dogs barked and snapped at the jakobs, each dog trying to keep his
master’s herd together and under control. A tall, blond-haired, young man had
just drunk from the upper basin. He splashed water on his sun-browned face and
smoothed his hair back. Mae gulped hard, but when the young man turned and she
saw that he looked nothing like her Praetor, the blush rising on her cheeks
faded away.
To Mae’s
right, as she skirted the square, was a tiny hut, its walls of multicolored
rock in soft hues of pink, green and gray, and its steep, thatched roof trimmed
into a criss-cross pattern. It housed the village’s shrine to the Great Mother.
Through the open doorway, Mae glimpsed tiny, flickering points of light that
were candles kept always lighted, placed on either side of the deity’s carved
image.
Beyond the
shrine was Mae’s destination, a square building of pink stone, with long,
narrow slits for windows, its imposing entrance doors made of precious beech
wood slabs carved with elaborate trees, symbols of the Great Mother. This was
the Elder’s Council House.
A thin crowd
of villagers, their marketing done, stood in small groups around the wide steps
that led up to the Council House entrance. Their animated conversation
punctuated the background drone of those mobbed beneath the great thatched roof
of an open-air, market pavilion some distance farther on.
As Mae
approached the Council House steps, a sharp-eyed woman spotted her.
“The Tree
Wife has come!” Several alert boys rushed this news from those gathered at the
steps to the busy marketplace. By the time she had greeted people and climbed to
the imposing, carved doors, the crowd around the steps had swelled. The din of
idle chatter, bartering, barking dogs, boisterous children, crying babies, and
bleating jakobs had subsided.
“Tree Wife.”
Mae heard
the familiar deep voice and turned around. The gathering crowd parted for the
Chief Elder, who was also Praetor’s father. His balding pate shone in the
brightening afternoon, and a breeze ruffled his thick, curling sideburns and
beard. Primus bowed. “Has an Elder summoned you?” he asked, his rich voice
carrying even to those at the very back. A baby cried out and was immediately
hushed.
Her throat
constricted and she swallowed hard. “No,” she replied.
Before she
could say anything further, he stepped past her and pushed open the heavy
doors. Mae followed him inside, hardly hearing the voices of the other Elders
as they hurried into the room. A silence fell and she looked up. Narrow beams
of sunlight coming through the windows laid a pattern of bright stripes across
the stone floor and scatters of it shone on the six men who faced her.
“The ancient
prophecy of death has come to pass,” she said, squaring her shoulders. “The
Great Mother has called the Tree Husband to her.” Mae saw Primus frown and tug
on his beard, while the other Elders exchanged worried glances.
“This is a
bad omen.” Locke, the Master Weaver ignored Primus’ glare. “Prophecy warns that
the village will suffer unless you take the sacred potion.”
“The Tree
Wife is familiar with the prophecy and the Sacred Rules,” Primus said. He
turned to Mae. “You must have a successor. It is rumored that your cousin,
Artha, possesses the gift. Do you name her?”
“I know of
no other,” Mae answered.
“She must be
tested.” Primus turned to one of the other Elders. “Send for her.”
****
“I see a
hearth,” Artha said. “There is a sick baby. It cries but the mother can do
nothing.” She opened her eyes and looked at Mae.
Mae was
silent. She knew Artha was pretending to see a vision. She had handed the bone
knife to Artha and had had a quick image from it of a herder struggling to free
himself from a boggy patch of ground. This was Regus’ knife, as she was sure
the Elders already knew.
Primus
frowned. He glanced at Mae before saying, “You have failed the test.”
The girl
blushed and looked to her cousin for support. Mae stared back, her face devoid
of expression.
“But, but, I
have the gift,” she protested. “My vision was strong!”
“Do not add
more lies,” Mae cried suddenly. “I have held this. I know what it has to say.”
Artha paled
and backed away. The expressions of the men gathered around her frightened her
further. She turned and ran for the door.
Mae looked
helplessly at the Elders. “Is there another girl?” she asked.
****
Following
the Sacred Rules, Mae went to the shrine to pray. She would not return to the
Sacred Vale until her successor had been found, prepared, and was ready to take
her place. As she knelt on the cold, stone floor, a clear, painful memory of
the day she passed the Elder’s test and became an apprentice Tree Wife came
back to her.
It had been
a beautiful, warm day, when the sky was particularly blue and no cloud had
darkened the horizon. She was on her way home, nervous in anticipation of her
mother’s anger. So Praetor’s abrupt appearance had startled her until she
realized he had been waiting for her.
She had
deliberately stopped just out of arm’s reach.
“My father
tells me you passed the test.”
The pain of
that moment when she looked into the face she loved, had loved since childhood,
was as sharp now as it had been that day. All the plans they had made, the
happy discussions of where they would build their hut, of the great jakob herd
they would raise, had crumbled the fateful day she experienced her first
‘vision’.
Her ‘sight’
had driven a wedge between them. Dreams had shown her a destiny that appeared
to exclude him, a dark, sorrowful future. As much as she feared her visions,
she also believed them.
“Yes,” she
had answered.
“So you
don’t love me after all.”
“You’re
wrong. I do love you. But my dreams tell me that The Great Mother has a
different purpose for me. I cannot ignore her messages. If we married, terrible
things might happen. It’s because I love you that I agreed to take the test.”
“Your mother
has sight. She refused the call, and no hurt has come to her.”
“It’s too
late to argue. I’ve taken the vows.”
“It’s never
too late.” He had tried to embrace her and she had evaded him. “There is one
sure way we could force the Elders to chose another girl. Be my wife, Mae.”
It hurt to
recall how she had roughly shoved him aside and run. And the next day had
brought news that had taken away what little joy she had found in her new
position. Artha had arrived breathless with word that Praetor had vanished
during the night. Mae’s parting with her mother had been all the more subdued,
and sorrowful, for her mind had been on her love.
****
Mae stood in
the low doorway of her mother’s house for the first time since she had become
Tree Wife. As she entered, she saw that nothing had changed. Dela’s huge loom
sat on the left, a stone slab table supported on jakob horn legs with three
stools around it stood in the center of the room, and a healthy fire burned in
a fireplace built into the right hand wall. Intricately patterned tapestries
hid the cottage’s stone walls and thick woven rugs covered the beaten earth
floor. Seated in a chair in the inglenook, Dela tended her jakob stew, which
bubbled in a big, crude crock-pot suspended from a large cooking tripod. Its
delicious smell permeated the room.
She looked
up as Mae entered and they stared at one another for a moment.
“I knew you
would come.” Dela stirred, the fire’s heat flushing her cheeks. “Is it true
Artha failed the test?”
Mae was not
surprised her mother already knew all the details of her meeting with the
Elders. No doubt one of the many waiting outside the Council House had immediately
run to bring her the news.
“Yes, it’s
true,” she answered quietly.
Dela looked
up. Mae sensed a strange calm in her. “ My sister will be angry,” Dela said.
“Artha
deliberately pretended.”
“Do not
blame her, she is only a child. No doubt my sister is behind the false rumors
of her gift. She was always jealous and angry that I and not she had ‘sight’.”
“But she
shunned us more than anyone else when you refused the Elder’s test.”
“Yes. She
cares too much about her neighbors’ good opinion and felt my disgrace somehow
reflected on her.”
An awkward
silence fell. Mae ached to rush to her mother for comfort, but feared she would
only use it to renew her pleas that Mae run away.
“You must be
tired and hungry. Come, eat. The stew is ready.”
While Mae
sat, her mother stepped from the inglenook to a storage niche in the back wall
from which she took two bowls, two wide cups, and two bone spoons. She poured a
thin mead into the cups, and set them on the table. Then she spooned stew into
each of the bowls. Once seated, Dela raised both hands, and spoke a quick
blessing chant. She clapped her hands twice.
Mae gazed at
the rich stew with little appetite.
“I know of
no one else rumored to have the gift,” Dela said. “What do the Elders say?”
“That I must
continue until my successor is named,” Mae replied. “But I may not return home
until that time.” Mae fixed her gaze on the stew. It was tasty and warming but
sat uneasily in her stomach. She sipped some mead. “Why did you refuse the
Elders’ test? Was it for love of father?” she asked.
“I had not
yet met your father. No, I saw bad omens. Death. Had my mother not bragged, no
one would ever have known I had the sight. Those same visions haunted me again
when it was your turn.” She shook her head.
Mae tried to
lay a hand on her mother’s arm, but Dela rose hastily and cleared off the bowls
and cups. “Yes, mother, you saw truly,” Mae said, watching her poke at the
fire, “and I was wrong.” Mae’s lip trembled. “I have failed,” she said, her
voice quavering. “I fear the Great Mother is angry, and has destroyed the Tree
Husband and deserted us because of me.”
“Because of
you?” Her mother’s tone was sharp with surprise. She stared at Mae.
Tears slid
down Mae’s cheeks and she looked steadfastly at her hands. “My heart was not
pure,” she said. “The Great Mother could see into my heart, she could see that
I had strong feelings for Praetor. I have never been able to forget him.”
“No!” Dela
rushed over and gave her a good shake. “Mae, look at me. That’s foolish talk!
The Great Mother would never punish true love. You must not think such a thing.
You did not bring about this omen.”
“If the
Great Mother is not angry then why did Artha fail the test? Why is there no
successor?”
“She may be
punishing us, but it’s not because of your love for Praetor.”
****
Five
sunrises came and went, and two more virgins took the test. Both failed. After the
second, Mae saw a definite change in attitude toward her. Villagers no longer
bowed humbly, reverentially when she passed them, they barely inclined their
heads and their glances were sharply critical. She sensed many dark,
frightening thoughts, that over the course of another few sunrises became
utterances. A growing faction believed that only her death would appease the
Great Mother and reveal a new Tree Wife. That faction found a voice among the
Elders, and she was called one afternoon to the Council House.
To her
surprise, Locke, the Master Weaver sat in the Chief Elder’s chair, and Primus
was absent.
“Since the
Tree Husband’s death two herds have taken sick,” Locke said. “Regus’ wife
miscarried, and a host of other misfortunes have befallen us.” His eyes
narrowed. “And you have failed to give us a successor, and have not offered any
vision of a remedy.”
As
frightened as she was, Mae returned his look defiantly and tried to slow her
breathing. She reminded herself that only a few sunrises ago she had been
completely prepared for death. “I will gladly drink the sacred potion, but what
of the sacred knowledge? There are the sacred records, but not all is written
down. I must pass it to someone.”
The Master
Weaver nodded. “This is the problem that troubled us. But we have discussed it
and come to a solution.” He looked past her and as if on cue, the Council House
doors opened, and two villagers escorted her mother inside. Mae was so
dumbfounded she could not speak.
“Your mother
has the gift,” Locke said. “She is not a virgin, but will become keeper of the
knowledge until a virgin with sight is found.”
“No, spare
Mae. I will drink!” Dela cried.
“Silence!”
Locke pointed the long staff of office he held at her. “Speak again and you
will be gagged.” He turned his gaze on Mae. “Perhaps the Great Mother punishes
us for your refusal and has visited this calamity on us now, when your daughter
is Tree Wife. But the prophecy is clear. The Tree Wife must join her husband’s
spirit.” Locke wrongly interpreted Mae’s silence as defiance. “If you do not
obey, Dela will face The Thousand Blows.”
Mae sank to
her knees, but no one stirred to help her. She had never witnessed the
punishment of a Thousand Blows, which was reserved for anyone who committed
murder or stole another’s wife, but she knew that none ever survived. “If I
agree,” she said, rising unsteadily, “will she be given all the rights and
respect of a proper Tree Wife?”
Locke
nodded. His gaze shifted to Dela. “It will be punishment enough for her to
watch you die.”
****
As usual,
Artha came just before sunset, toting a basket of food cooked by Dela’s sister.
On this, the twentieth evening, of Mae and Dela’s virtual imprisonment in the
shrine, Artha shied from Mae and greeted Dela. Dela returned the greeting, took
the basket, and praised its contents, while Mae withdrew to a corner to listen
and watch.
“What news?”
Dela asked.
“The Spences
lost four jakobs in North bog.”
“So many.
Where was young Spence?”
Artha
giggled. “Carrying Mary Whit’s peat. His papa thrashed him.”
Dela handed
Artha the basket, which was now filled with dirty bowls and spoons from the
previous day’s meal. “Give your mother my thanks.”
“Yes, Aunt.”
Artha shot Mae an uneasy glance and hurried away.
“Come and
eat,” Dela said to Mae.
“I am
surprised Aunt Roe cooks for us.”
“Only
because she knows there would be talk if she did not.”
Mae looked
at the thin stew without appetite. What was the point of eating? In ten days
she would drink the poison and depart this world.
****
Wrapped in a
jakob’s wool cloak, Mae watched the contours of the square’s central basin
emerge from darkness as dawn approached. A soothing splash of flowing water was
the only sound she could hear. Behind her, lying on a thin pallet beneath the
Great Mother’s stone carved image, Dela still slept.
Mae fastened
the cloak, and stepped out. Cool air bore a pungent smell of jakob dung, and
thur, a purple flower that blossomed on the eve of the cold season. Her leather
slippers made no sound on the packed earth. She skirted the worn paving stones
that surrounded the central basin, and without a specific direction in mind,
chose the first path she could see.
The thur’s
scent was much stronger now, a spicy, pleasant odor that Mae happily breathed
in. A strange sound made her stop and look around. A faint orange line defined
the eastern horizon, but the sound had come from the night-shrouded northwest.
Mae squinted into the gloom. The noise came again, a snort from some kind of
animal, but none she had ever heard before. Then she detected another sound, a
hollow clop like a jakob’s hoofed footfalls only much louder. She strained to
see.
A towering,
massive shape took form, a darkness against the growing light of predawn. The
clop noise drew nearer, and she heard loud snuffling.
“Who’s
there?” she called.
The sounds
and the huge shape halted. To Mae’s shock, the shape suddenly split, the upper
part of it appearing to break away from the lower. Only when the upper part
came closer did Mae recognize the figure and motion as that of a person.
At that
moment, the sun slipped above the horizon, and the landscape’s grays turned to
subtle colors. Morning light revealed a cloaked man, a full head taller than
Mae. His hood was so far forward, only his bearded chin, and prominent nose
were visible.
Mae looked
past him to the strange creature he had separated from. It had a large head
topped with small, pointed ears that flicked, large eyes, a long snout, a
graceful neck, four legs, and a hairy tail that almost brushed the ground. A
fur-covered rope encircled its nose; the rope’s two long ends were grasped in
the man’s hand.
“I am
Hector,” the man said simply. His voice was raspy, his accent strange. “I am a
traveler. I wish only to find water for myself and my horse.”
“Horse?” She
stared at the animal. In spite of her warm cloak, she shivered and took a step
back.
“I mean no
harm,” Hector said. “My throat is patched. Please, do you have water?”
“There is
water in the village square.” Mae turned and ran.
Dela stood
on the shrine steps watching for Mae. “What is it?” she cried, when Mae rushed
across the square and into her arms. “You’re trembling. Are you hurt?”
“No, mother,
no.” Mae tried to take deep breaths and willed her hands to stop shaking.
“Something
has frightened you. Speak. I must know.”
“A stranger
has come.” Mae shook her head as if to clear it. “He said he meant no harm, but
somehow the sight of him frightened me.”
Dela
released her daughter, and returned to the doorway. “Yes, there he is now. He
leads a strange creature.”
“Yes. The
creature is called a ‘horse’. The man says he is from the north.”
“The north,”
Dela muttered. “He drinks deeply, like someone who has come a great
distance. Why did he scare you?”
“It was just
a feeling.”
****
By noon Mae
and Dela could no longer ignore the clamor in the square. Dela had proved a
quick learner with a good memory; well able to absorb the large body of sacred
knowledge not recorded in the sacred book. Luckily, she could also read, was
one of the few who could, so the limited time they had been given was devoted
strictly to information not covered in the book. Dela had already mastered all
of the important healing recipes, and Mae had moved on to teach her the first
of many chants. But the noise outside was so distracting, they abandoned the
lesson and went to the doorway.
To their
astonishment, Hector, astride his horse, circled the square to the shouts and
approval of the crowd.
They heard
many eager cries.
“Will you
sell it?”
“Do you have
more?”
“What does
it eat?”
“How much
weight will it carry?”
Hector
slowed the horse to a trot by pulling hard on the two ropes. As it finally came
to a stop, he was besieged by men avid to touch the horse, and get answers to
their questions.
From where
they stood, neither woman could hear what Hector said, but slowly the crowd as a
body shifted, and soon they were moving toward the market pavilion.
****
Artha, arms
clasped about her knees, crouched beside the basket, while Dela unpacked it.
“Momma says to
tell you that the man from the north, and his horse have been taken as a good
omen. She says she’s heard many say that he came because of the Elders’
decision.”
Mae and Dela
exchanged glances over the basket. “Any gossip?” Dela asked.
“The north
man stays with Primus even though Primus is no longer an Elder. Some say it was
wrong of the Master Weaver to take his place as Chief Elder, and remove him
from the Council.” Artha shrugged. “Momma says she wouldn’t be surprised if the
other Elders soon beg Primus to return. There is talk that the Master Dyer is
angry that the Master Weaver elected his own apprentice as the sixth Elder.”
When Artha
had gone, Mae said, “Is it not strange that this Hector stays with Primus?”
“Perhaps he
knows Praetor.”
Mae turned
away. This thought had occurred to her the moment she met Hector. Was that what
had really frightened her, the possibility that she might see Praetor again?
****
Another ten
sunrises passed before Mae had covered all spoken Tree Wife lore. Through
Artha, she and her mother learned that Hector had gone, apparently without
promising to return with horses to sell. Many men in the village had proposed
following him, but Locke as Chief Elder had called a meeting, and after what
was said to have been a heated discussion, they decreed that no one should
leave the village.
Mae now
leaned against the shrine’s stone archway in order to watch the moon rise, when
she saw a dark form pass the public water basin. As the figure approached, and
light from the shrine’s torches struck his face, Mae saw it was Locke. A chill
crawled down her arms, and she shivered.
“You have
run beyond the time allotted to pass on your knowledge. Have you completed your
task?” he asked Mae.
Hoping her
mother, who had already fallen asleep, would not wake, Mae said, “Yes. I am
done.”
“Good.
Tomorrow at sunset an escort will take you to the sacred grove. When the moon
rises, we will perform the ceremony.”
****
Mae thought
her mother strangely calm the next morning when she told her the Passing
ceremony would be that night. She had expected tears and protests, even ranting
against the Elders, but her mother smiled an odd little smile and simply
nodded.
Now that her
death approached, Mae wished the day would pass more quickly. She fretted that
her courage would fail her, that she would not be able to drink at the proper
moment.
While her
mother spent the day chanting softly, as if reviewing some of the prayers Mae
had taught her, Mae paced nervously. Would Locke keep his promise to treat her
mother well? And what of her mother once a new Tree Wife had been found? Would
her life be truly safe?
“I see them,
mother, they are coming!” she said from the doorway.
“Let them
come!” Her mother’s tone of contempt made Mae turn around. Her mother’s lovely
eyes sparkled, and there was a fierce aspect to her slight smile.
Before Mae
could question her, their four-man escort arrived.
****
Night came
quickly in the cold season, and it was almost dark when Mae and her companions
stepped onto the winding, downward path into the vale. Clay-fired lanterns the
four men carried shone warmly in the dark, illuminating the path before them.
Deep shadows already cloaked the sacred grove and only the faintest outline of
her hut was still visible.
The four men
stood respectfully outside and a little distance away when Mae and her mother
entered the dark hut. Using a striking stone and a handful of dry grass, Mae
started a fire in her cold hearth. Cheery flames soon dispelled the hut’s dank,
abandoned atmosphere.
Mae gave her
mother a quick tour of the hut and its furnishings, and showed her the sacred
artifacts. Then she removed the sacred amulet from around her own neck and
placed it around her mother’s neck.
“This will
be your home until a new Tree Wife is found,” she said, tears rising in her
eyes.
Her mother
also looked tearful, and nodded as if too moved to speak.
“Think
kindly of me, mother. I only do what I feel is right.” Mae’s voice cracked. She
quickly cleared her throat. “Please, I’d like to be alone a moment.”
A single
tear slid down her mother’s cheek, and she raised a hand and touched Mae’s
face. Then she turned, and went out.
Mae picked up
the vial containing the sacred potion and looped the thin leather thong over
her head so that the vial lay between her breasts. A sudden calm flooded her
body. The Great Mother, to whose spirit she would soon be joined, would protect
her mother. She gazed around the cozy interior, wanting to fix in her mind each
part of it, and all the good memories of her life there. Voices outside
distracted her, and broke the moment of peace.
****
Brilliant
moonlight shone down on the blackened wreckage of the burned beech, the tall
black masses of the other ancient trees behind it, the grassy meadow, and the
faces of the six Elders facing Mae and her mother. The four escorts stood
outside this circle, their lanterns raised high.
A cold
breeze fanned Mae’s face and penetrated the thin fabric of her dress. She
listened to Locke’s singsong litany. When he finished the sacred chant, she
would drink the potion. With steady hands, she broke the vial’s seal. The
Master Weaver’s voice and her own beating heart were the only sounds she heard.
His last words echoed in her head. She lifted the vial and drank. The bitter
liquid burned her throat. She looked to her mother, but her vision had already
blurred.
Her throat
constricted. Mae struggled for breath, but the invisible hand at her throat
tightened. She was dimly aware that she had fallen to her knees and could feel
the cold damp soak through her dress and chill her legs.
Locke pulled
out a bone knife. “She suffers. There is no need. My cut will be swift.”
“NO!”
The Master
Dyer grabbed Dela. “He is right. See her agony? Let him end it.”
Mae rolled
onto her back in a writhing fit. Her hands clawed up wet earth and grass.
Locke went
down on one knee and raised the knife. Dela screamed, broke free, and lunged.
She knocked Locke sideways, and they went down together, rolling over and over.
Dela gave a short, sharp cry as their tumble ended.
One of the
escorts rushed forward and held his lantern over them. Frozen in horror, the
men saw Locke push Dela off him. As she turned face up, the lantern’s golden
light shone on her fixed, wide-eyed expression and the knife buried deeply in
her chest.
“The Great
Mother, what have you done?” the Master Dyer cried.
“I did not
mean to hurt her.”
At the
instant Mae thought she would smother, when her ears rang loudly and all sense
of the world had slipped away, the unseen hand released its grip and her next
breath was deep and painful. Feeling flooded back into her body, the icy wet
grass on her back and legs, evening dew on her cheeks, the throbbing of her
dirt-clogged fingernails, the rapid beating of her heart. She heard voices
raised in conflict. She opened her eyes. The full moon stared back at her, its
luminous face set against a black, cloudless sky. She was alive. By the Great
Mother’s power, she had survived the poison.
“Look!” The
Master Tailor’s shout stopped Locke’s argument with the Master Dyer in mid
sentence. The circle of men around Dela’s body turned in unison and stared.
With dirt
clots clinging to her fingers and streaks of mud and grass on her gown and
face, Mae had risen to her feet. She swayed unsteadily but there was no
question she was alive.
“Great
Mother be praised for this miracle of rebirth,” the Master Dyer cried. He
hastened to support Mae as she took an unsteady first step.
The others
backed off at her approach. Mae stared down in disbelief at her mother’s
corpse, at her mother’s hand clasped tightly around the knife in her chest.
“Mother.”
She would have fallen to her knees, but the Master Dyer embraced and held her
up.
“We are
sorry, so sorry,” he murmured.
A distant
shout drowned Mae’s sobs. A moment later, a man on horseback burst from the
Sacred Grove.
“Mae!” His
cry echoed through the vale. He bore down on them, his cloak billowing out
behind him, his horse’s hooves flinging up wet earth as it galloped.
The horse
had barely slowed when the rider leaped off and ran towards them.
“Mae, what
have you done to Mae?” he shouted, brandishing a stone-headed bone club. All
the Elders, except the Master Dyer, scattered. The escort dropped their
lanterns and charged at him, knives raised.
“Stop,” the
Master Dyer bellowed.
They all
froze.
“Who are you
to interfere with this ceremony?” As the Master Dyer came near, he suddenly
recognized the intruder. “Praetor,” he said.
The moment
of silence was broken by crying.
“Put your
weapon down.”
“Not if Mae
is dead,” Praetor replied.
The Master Dyer
gestured emphatically to the escort to stand back. “See for yourself,” he said.
“Mae?”
Mae raised a
tear-streaked face. Her dress and hands were bloodstained; her mother’s head
was cradled in her lap. She stared at the bareheaded stranger.
“Mae, it’s Praetor.” He knelt down beside
her. “I thought I was too late.” His gaze shifted to Dela. “Great Mother, what
has happened?”
Mae burst
into fresh tears, but pushed Praetor away when he tried to embrace her.
“Carry her
to my hut,” she said. “I will prepare her for a proper burial.” She accepted
the Master Dyer’s help to stand. The other Elders backed away, taking the
lanterns from their escort, who gathered around Dela and carefully raised her
up.
“Mae.”
Mae gave
Praetor a cold, distant glance. “Why have you come back?”
He stared,
speechless with surprise. Mae turned without another word and followed her
mother’s body into the shadows of the Sacred Grove.
****
Mae studied
Praetor’s face. Five seasons in the north had matured it; there were new lines
around his eyes and mouth. His once fair complexion had become ruddy, and a
pink scar ran diagonally across his forehead, puckered the corner of his right
eye, and disappeared into the thick beard that covered his cheeks.
She was
still so overwhelmed by her own resurrection and the shock of her mother’s
death that his arrival barely touched her. The smell of burnt jakob’s oil
filled her nostrils and part of her mind could not shake the image of her
mother’s shroud-covered body engulfed in flames. Only that morning, she had
gone back to the Sacred Rock to gather up the cooled ashes of her mother’s
funeral pyre and scatter them in the Sacred Grove.
So Hector,
as Praetor’s friend, had come to the village to see how matters stood and had
hurried back to his village in the north when he learned that Mae was to die.
But what did Praetor expect from her? The Great Mother had brought her back
from the brink of death. There could be no greater sign that her destiny was to
be Tree Wife.
“I have not
stopped loving you.”
Mae gazed
past him, through the shrine’s archway. Most of the villagers were gathered in
the square. She could see, at the crowd’s center, a circle of men. The Elders,
with Primus once again their Chief, faced an equal number of men from the
north. Beyond the crowd, and tethered to anchoring stones, were fifteen horses.
They appeared restless in the cold, morning air, eager to run. They shook their
heads and pawed the earth.
“I’m sorry,
Praetor,” she said finally. “I am Tree Wife. I survived the sacred potion. My
duty, my responsibility to this village, has not changed since the day we last
parted. I can never be anything to you.”
She saw how
her words made him flinch, but she felt too numb to pity him.
“Remember
the house we always said we would build? I built us one, in my new village.”
A brief
surge of old memories made her glance away. “I will never regret how I loved
you, but those feelings are gone and will never return. You are a good man. I’m
sure you will find a loving woman to share your new house.”
A quick
glance caught the glint of tears in his eyes.
“I will
always hold you dear,” she said, “ and will pray to the Great Mother to bless
you with good health and a long, happy life. I won’t ever forget that you came
to save me. But my place is here, with the people the Great Mother has given me
charge to care for. I am their seer, their healer. I will die here and like my
mother, and all the Tree Wives before me, my body will be laid out on the
Sacred Rock to be consumed by fire.”
He swallowed
with difficulty. “May the Great Mother also protect you.” He nodded towards the
square. “This new trade of horses for jakobs will benefit both our villages. If
you had agreed to wed me, I would have remained here to teach our people how to
care for their horses. But I see it is better I go. Hector can stay behind,
live in my father’s house, and help with the horses.”
“Goodbye,
then,” Mae said. “May your journey be safe.”
She let him
embrace her and kiss her cheek, and was thankful that he hurried away and did
not see the sudden tears in her eyes.
****
Warm
sunshine filtered through the great oak’s spreading branches and glinted off its
leaves. Dela picked another yellow wildflower to add to the armful she already
clasped to her chest. As she straightened, she smiled and beckoned to Mae. Then
she turned and threw the wildflowers into the air. The flowers were borne up by
the breeze and scattered amongst the oak’s branches.
Dela whirled
about, arms lifted, head back, and her clear, joyful laugh pierced Mae’s heart.
Mae called to her, reached out her arms, but Dela only laughed again and spun
farther out of reach.
“Mother!”
Mae opened her eyes and the dream vanished. “Mother,” she whispered. Tears
filled her eyes and she wept briefly. Then she sat up in bed and deliberately
wiped her face.
This was her
first vision since the night her mother had died. Maybe death had not completely
separated them. Perhaps the Great Mother in her infinite wisdom and mercy would
again use her mother to be her instrument of instruction. For the vision’s
meaning had been clear. The Elders, the whole village would rejoice. A new Tree
husband had been chosen.
The End
© 2004 by Michele Korri. Michele Korri
trained as a field archaeologist and has lived and worked in Japan, England,
Canada and the US. Having written science fiction and fantasy stories since she
was eight, Michele has, in the last year, turned her focus exclusively on
writing.