03/'08 - Free Skate Post by kailhofer » October 19, 2008, 05:43:21 AM The challenge was to use a memory of a poignant or embarrassing event from any point in the author's past and to remake that in a new, speculative fiction way. Example story: Dancing Queen By: N.J. Kailhofer Wow. That girl really knew how to skate. How did she do that? How did she know where she was going? The lights were all off except for the spots reflecting off the disco ball twirling around the room. She was older than us, and had black, curly hair held out of her eyes by a headband. She wore a tight Jaws t-shirt over a pair of really high, red satin shorts. She was very skinny, with long, pale legs. Tall socks stuck out over the tops of her skates. Small fuzzy dice dangled from the laces. She darted in between the couples on the floor, twisting and turning, spinning around and going backward, and the whole while dancing to the Abba song on the speakers. A sharp whistle next to me made me jump. Looking up, I saw the old man who ran the place standing next to me at the rail. He was staring out at the floor, two fingers that he used to make the whistle still in his mouth. At the desk behind him, his gray-haired wife watched with a sour look on her face. He gestured to someone out on the floor, and I saw her coming. She swung both arms like a speed skater, and darted between couples with only inches to spare as they turned around the loop. She had a big grin, and no fear. She spun in a tight circle and stopped in front of him. He frowned. "Whatcha doin' out there, Julie? You know that's for couples." She smiled at him, her braces gleaming. "Aw, c'mon. There's loads of room out there." "No," he said. "I let you out there like that, next thing I know, there's a whole gang of kids out there causin' trouble. You wanna go out there, get yourself a date or wait for the free skate." He went back to spraying deodorant into skates behind the desk. She pouted and I studied the floor. "Hey you," she said. "How old are you?" I looked around. "Who, me?" "Yeah, you." "Twelve." She thought for a minute. "That's old enough. Wanna?" She jabbed her thumb toward the spinning disco ball. "Uh…" I swallowed hard. "I don't know. I was, um, waiting for the snack bar. Get some, you know, stuff. Wacky Wafers candy and a Coke maybe." She glanced at the clock on the wall over the desk. "It won't be open for another ten minutes." "Oh? Uh, really?" There was an uncomfortable pause. She slid over and took hold of my hand. My throat went dry, and it got really hot in the room. "C'mon," she said, tugging me toward the floor. I rolled forward until I would have had to let go of the rail. My other hand held fast. "Whassamatter?" I said in a really tiny voice, "I can't skate. I don't know how." She looked at me sideways. "Are you kidding?" I couldn't look her in the eye. "No." She stepped in close to me until she was cheek to cheek. I had trouble breathing. No girl had ever wanted to be this close to me before. "Trust me," Julie whispered in my ear. I didn't even realize at first that she had my other hand in hers. She stepped back. "Just look into my eyes." They were big, soft brown pools that seemed bigger the longer I peered into them. I saw a couple pass by behind her, then another, and realized it was us passing them. I hadn't known we were moving. I couldn't even feel the floor under my skates. She never looked away or checked behind her, yet she was weaving us in and out of the people on the rink effortlessly. I didn't want the moment to end. Then I heard it. "Hey, look at fatty! He's out here with his girlfriend, the skate nerd." I looked. We were passing Mike, the jerk, with Marie, little miss popularity. They laughed at us. Marie jeered, "Even she's out of his league." I didn't want to look at Julie's face. I didn't want to see her agree with them. I looked at the floor instead. "Hey," Julie said. "I'm not like that." She was smiling. "Don't mind them. They never amount to anything. Just keep shifting your weight. This side... now the other. Good. Now turn your foot a little when you push." Her eyes sparkled. "You're almost there." I spied Mike and Marie behind her, making faces at us. We must have been a sight: hand-in-hand, me staring into the eyes of this older girl who normally wouldn't even have acknowledged my existence. "Julie, why are you doing this? Everyone else just makes fun of me." "You're not so bad." She smiled, steering us back toward the rail. "Besides, there won't be music this good for another thousand years." I stumbled as we crossed over the edge where the carpeting started, and she caught me in a hug and let me down on one of the benches. "I just love coming back here to skate." She kissed my cheek. "Remember me this way." She turned to the old lady behind the desk. "Gotta go. I'll stop by next time I'm in the neighborhood." The lady waved, and Julie skated out the doors to the parking lot. I tried to follow, but fell right down. Mike bellowed, "Look at the loser!" The old guy helped me up and luckily the crowd didn't laugh as long as they normally did. "You'll get it, kid," he said. "The whole planet will catch on, someday." "Thanks." I looked out the doors. I could see the whole parking lot, but she was gone, like she'd vanished off the face of the Earth. As I rolled back to the benches, thinking about her, I realized I was skating. I was finally doing it! Grin on my face, I headed out for the free skate. Thanks, Julie, wherever you are.
The End
Last edited by kailhofer on August 01, 2010, 03:35:28 AM, edited 3 times in total. Hardcover, paperback, pdf, eBook, iBook, Nook, and now Kindle & Kobo! Image A cooperative effort between 17 Aphelion authors. No part of any sales go to Aphelion. Top User avatar kailhofer Editor Emeritus Posts: 3245 Joined: January 01, 1970, 11:00:00 AM Location: Kaukauna, Wisconsin (USA) Contact: Contact kailhofer 03/'08 - Free Skate Post by kailhofer » October 19, 2008, 05:43:48 AM The Bay Room Door By: David Alan Jones The drill sergeant didn't need to shout – he was six feet seven inches tall with shoulders wide as a train track, nut brown skin, and a set of gimlet eyes that I knew, instinctively, not only saw when the sparrow in the wood fell, but had probably lasered the damn thing. The sergeant did not need to shout, but he did. "Who can tell me what this is?" A gaggle of idiots raised their hands. "You, Private Volunteer," said the Sergeant, pointing at one of the brownnosers. "It's a door, Drill Sergeant." "A door? A door? You think this is a door!?" screamed the man who had a few minutes before introduced himself as our new mommy, daddy and sweet Aunt Agnus. "You got to be hosing me, Private. Get up here!" The boy – he was no more than eighteen and looked perhaps a big thirteen – jumped to his feet from the cold bay room floor and stood at attention before the sergeant. His forehead barely reached the five rows of brilliant Terran Army ribbons on the big man's chest. "Put your nose against it, private." "Sergeant?" "Put your nose against that door, private, before I do it for you. Good. Now take a good whiff, does it smell like a door?" The boy sniffed. That might have been funny if I had seen it on TV or at a movie, but not now, not here. "Um, yes, sergeant?" quavered the boy. The sergeant keyed the door open with a badge he flipped from his pants pocket. The bay room door whizzed upward, scraping the boy's nose in the process. To his credit the private flinched, but did not step back. Bright sunlight spilled into the barracks, mitigated from deathly rays of burning heat and radiation to mere comforting splashes of yellowish beams by the highly polarized plasma shields encasing this end of the station. Our mother star hung, partially eclipsed, just over the darkened disc of the Earth in a black blanket of stars. Collectively we blinked, but no one was dumb enough to "Ooo" or "Ahh". In the near view, a green steel walkway lay beyond the door with a cement stairwell leading downward. Below us our brother unit was probably receiving the same object lesson in the lower bay. "That like any door in your mama's house?" asked the sergeant. "No sir," said the boy. "'Cause it ain't just a door. Look out there, all of you. The only thing between you and a case of the cold explodies is a thin shield of energized plasma. If that shield should ever fail, this door could save your lives. Go sit down, private." The sergeant keyed the door shut. "Each of you will take turns manning this portal. It has been programmed to recognize your bio-signatures and my keycard. It will NOT open from the outside. When you perform portal post, you WILL ask anyone, AND I MEAN ANYONE, who approaches this portal for proof or identification. If that person cannot produce a red card like this one, you will refer him or her to the CQ." The sergeant passed around his keycard for each of us to handle. He also showed us how the person requesting entry should pass the card through a secure drawer beside the entryway. Then we each took a turn opening and closing the door. "Now that you have all mastered portal post, it's time for a little run. Out to the track, the lot of ya, and don't forget your water! Except you." My heart froze. Despite my best efforts to blend into the crowd, to become as invisible to non-commissioned eyes as a speck of cotton on snow, the sergeant was looking at me. "You got portal post, Private." I swallowed. "Yes, Sergeant." The others filed out, sparing me no backward glances. In less than a minute I was alone in the bay with its smell of bleached floors and young men's sweat. I turned to look around my new home. "DOOR GUARD!" I jumped. Hell, I almost wet myself. The voice had come from outside. "DOOR GUARD, GET OUT HERE!" My heart launched from rest to Olympic sprint in the space of three seconds and I instantly began to sweat in my new Terran Army fatigues. Had I done something wrong? "DOOR GUARD, YOU HEAR ME?!" The sergeant had said not to open the door … except he was the sergeant. Shouldn't I open the door for him? He had that red badge. I had handled it not five minutes ago. "DOOR GUARD! GET OUT HERE NOW!!" I opened the door and stepped out. I was shaking. "Yes… sir?" No one stood on the green balcony, or on the stairs. Tentatively, I peered over the railing. A sergeant stood there bedecked in Terran Blue, but not my sergeant. It was my brother unit's sergeant. And he wasn't looking at me. I was safe. I was not in the rough. I was – The door swooshed closed behind me before I could half turn around. Frantic, I tried pushing it open, but to no avail. On this side the door was as seamless as the surface of a still pond. I turned and gazed into space beyond the plasma shields, despairing. I would have to find the sergeant and tell him I had locked myself out of our bay room. I would probably be washed out of the Army, and on my first day. I'd probably have to go back to Kentucky and work on my brother-in-law's chicken farm. Chickens really, really stink. The door swooshed open behind me. A soldier, the one the sergeant had made a spectacle of earlier, stood there, wide-eyed. "I forgot my canteen," he said, as if apologizing. I dove through the open doorway, stood, and keyed it shut in his face. Only once the door was sealed and silence descended, did I dare breathe.
The End
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The End
Last edited by kailhofer on August 01, 2010, 03:36:28 AM, edited 1 time in total. Hardcover, paperback, pdf, eBook, iBook, Nook, and now Kindle & Kobo! Image A cooperative effort between 17 Aphelion authors. No part of any sales go to Aphelion. Top User avatar kailhofer Editor Emeritus Posts: 3245 Joined: January 01, 1970, 11:00:00 AM Location: Kaukauna, Wisconsin (USA) Contact: Contact kailhofer 03/'08 - Free Skate Post by kailhofer » October 19, 2008, 05:44:51 AM Freedom By: J.B. Hogan As long as the boy could remember he had dreamed of freedom, but he was earthbound. He longed to see the world outside his little street in his little hometown. He knew there were greater things out there – exciting, adventurous things. He didn't have a name for these things, but he knew they were there. For some time now, that greater world beyond his neighborhood had beckoned to him, waited for him. But he was earthbound; his only means of locomotion his two small, thin legs. He understood his limitations but he wanted to see more, to experience more. He wished to explore, discover, learn. "You'll have to work for it," the elders told him. "I will," he promised. "It won't be easy." "I can do it." And he did do it. He worked after lessons and in his free time. He saved what he could. Finally there was enough. "It's easy," his brother told him, pushing him forward from behind. "Just keep moving. Reverse to stop. You can do it." But he couldn't do it. He was afraid. He couldn't keep his balance, nor brake properly. He despaired of success. He was ashamed. The dream of freedom eluded him. He felt a fool. "Try it again," his brother said, pushing him on. The boy did try, and hard, but he could barely keep himself upright. He took off down the hilly street out of control, his brother running behind calling his name. A fast-moving floater car came up the hill towards him. The curb on the side of the road stuck out treacherously. He was trapped and braked badly. He shot over the curb and flew forward onto the ground landing hard, rolling to a stop by a shrub. "Are you okay?" his brother asked, worried but trying to hide a grin. "Yes," he said, spitting out dirt and grass. "Stupid thing." His left arm was scraped and he had skinned both knees – not bad enough to cry about but they felt tight and burned. Freedom didn't seem to matter much then, he only wanted to go home and hide. Too many people had been watching, too many had seen his stupid fall. "Aren't you ever going to try again?" his brother asked several days later. "I don't know," he said, face reddening. Failure was a terrible thing. Everyone knew when you failed. And you felt a fool. When everyone else could do something and you couldn't, it was embarrassing. You had to try again. No matter what. But it wasn't easy. He remembered hearing one of his old uncles say, a man who had flown far above, far into the deep, azure, double-sunned sky: "If it's too easy to do, it's not worth much." He didn't quite understand that but he thought it meant you should try and try again. So he did. He stayed on flat ground and practiced when no one was watching. He got rid of the wobble that had caused his wreck, learned to turn around, mastered braking. He made safe forays on the streets around his house and began to get comfortable. He went faster then, standing up as he roared past his house, around the corner, down alleys, seeing his neighborhood from a different perspective. He joined other kids from the neighborhood, zooming along with them in the afternoons. He got better and better each day, built his confidence, lost his fear and embarrassment. And then it happened. It was a Saturday morning in late spring, school was almost out and the world was turning green again, the days warm and bright. "Let's go down past the tracks," one of his buddies suggested, "back of the shanty houses and shoot over the big culvert to the depot." The boy had never ventured outside his own neighborhood except on foot before and the suggestion filled him with nervous excitement. "Yeah," another buddy cheered. "Let's do it," a third agreed. With enthusiasm, the boy followed his friends down a steep road near his house, made a sharp right onto a narrow lane that paralleled the railroad tracks. He worked hard to stay right up with his pals. At the end of the narrow lane their path crossed the tracks and then dropped down another small hill where they would turn back left and head for the big culvert and the train depot well beyond their neighborhood to the north. Shooting over the railroad crossing, the boy heard his friends laughing joyfully as they raced along ahead of him. Suddenly, unexpectedly, a wave of emotion swept over the boy bringing a sensation he had never known before. He felt himself flying, cruising above the earth, shooting out into the heavens, to the very stars themselves. He was free. He had made himself so. All the fear was gone, the shame, the embarrassment. He was competent at last, unafraid, happy. Yes, happy. Happy to be free. He could go anywhere he wanted to now, anywhere. He had broken loose. It was all ahead of him: the travel, the adventure. He saw himself flying unfettered through a great blue sky of possibilities. Crying out happily, he soared on into the fine spring day. Nothing could dampen his spirits nor diminish this moment. Nothing could take it away from him. At this moment, on this day, all was right with the world; it was good place to be.
The End
Top User avatar kailhofer Editor Emeritus Posts: 3245 Joined: January 01, 1970, 11:00:00 AM Location: Kaukauna, Wisconsin (USA) Contact: Contact kailhofer 03/'08 - Free Skate Post by kailhofer » October 19, 2008, 05:45:22 AM The Braided Pony By: G.C. Dillon The Human army rode out of Elfland with less fanfare than they rode in with. No cheers, no boisterous crowds of flower-tossing Elves. They had just the greying sky and the electric scent of coming storms. One storm, a tempest of Goblins. They crossed the swiftly flowing, nameless stream and made camp. "Your troops fight for gold. Or silver," said Trecy, the troop's Serjeant-at-arms. He was speaking with his leader about their sudden departure: the morning after the reception in Alfrodric's court. "And the Elves do need our help against the Goblin Horde." "Elven gold fades like the morning dew. Believe me there is no pot at the rainbow's end. Unless it's a chamberpot," replied the army's captain. The commander of the Human Free Company was called Lord of Hotspur, but, in fact, that was the name of his huge broadsword, a massive bit of sharpened steel with twin flame-shaped guards at its hilt. The weapon hung down his back from a leather bandoleer. "We can go back." "You think we should?!" The captain rubbed his forehead. "I will tell you upon the morn." When Trecy left, he laid his sword against the tent-pole, and lay himself down upon his cloth cot.
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And he is in his dreams: He sits upon his horse. His only favorite horse: a grey old nag, whom he brushes, shovels out the stall for, and feeds carrots to. It is the mount he rode as a squire, and the mare is long dead. Today, he had a puissant stallion. He didn't know its name. Didn't care. "Come on, girl," he says. They ride down the narrow street to the Braided Pony Tavern. As he approaches, a landau pulls up. A tall male exits. It is Alfrodic the Elf Prince. His ears have the fey points on them. Then Marianela comes out. Her blonde hair rests upon her bare, slender shoulders. He comes here for her, because she asked him to. He follows them in, watches them at their table. He takes an ale from the barman. Should he go over? He doesn't know? Why is she here with him? He decides to leave. — She really screwed you over, Egbert. Didn't she? asks an older man at the bar. He calls him by his birth name. He turns seeing two things above all else. First an old, scarred man. He sees himself. And in the mirror beyond the bar, he sees himself again, but a younger visage. A young man, without scars, and greyless hair. He is as he was once, and the speaker is as he is now. "But you're me? And I'm —" — You're twenty again, one year from the armour, and the coveted title of 'sir'. But no, I am not you, good knight. I am Hotspur. Your blade. But who would listen to a talking sword, even in a dream? I'm borrowing your good looks. "How are you Hotspur? It's a piece of steel." — Because I am a magic sword, silly. Hotspur to you, Væ victus to the scribbling scribes with their penned histories, claidheahm bhFiann to the Sylvan Pixies, Gelstong to the Dwarfs. I like that one the best. — You stiffed the bartender. Didn't tip him. Not even a pfennig. Always felt bad about that. Right? Wasn't his fault, but hers. "I was embarrassed; I just wanted out of there," he said. "I saw her in the Elf-court. She hadn't aged a day." — Pshaw. Just Elven magic. A pointy-eared parlor trick. "I had asked her to the play by the Chamberlain's Men." — Never liked lakers, Hotspur interjected, disparaging all actors. "She said no, but then within a fortnight she said I should show up at the Braided Pony. She did! I asked the scullery maid what it meant. The old woman said Marianela had changed her mind. — It wasn't an invitation, Hotspur said. Only a friendly suggestion. Even charwomen can be wrong. You wanted to set things right. I'll give you that. Hotspur sipped from his flagon of Zinfandel, and hooked a thumb back at the mirror above the bar. The mirror shows not a true reflection, but a long ago scene. What are the words his image is speaking? "We had a misunderstanding. And I wasn't too nice to you. But I'm over that now." — You lied. You were still angry, turning your embarrassment to rage. But then she made her attempt. "Bertie," Marianela says, still in the mirror. "If you don't ever want to see me again that is alright. I understand. Maybe I led you on. I just need to know what you want." — 'Led you on.' Not your term. You called her words you never called a woman before, and none since. Words you couldn't have accurately called a man. I'm impressed with the lexicon! But then I'm a sword. "I never said it to her!" — No, still you said it to your peers. She didn't know? "I do not know if she did." — Well, you saw her again. Didn't you? She did herself well. Consort to that Elf Prince. And what did you do? "I left." — You took your toy soldiers and fled. It's not about shame or anger anymore, is it? I see that now. Once, maybe. But now it takes less of your courage to face the Goblins than it does to face her. She harmed you; a deeper cut than any goblic yataghan sabre could ever have delivered. You fear her more than dragons. — Ah! Because no sword is between you two. I'm flattered, but you overestimate my prowess. "I cannot harm her." — And leaving didn't? Leaving physically now. Emotionally then. Or maybe I just don't understand your language well enough. But then I was only forged in a hot furnace and pounded straight on a hard anvil.
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"Your orders, sir?" asked Trecy upon the morn. — Just what are your orders? whispered Hotspur from its sheath on Egbert's back. "Mount up. We ride to Elfland."
The End
Top User avatar kailhofer Editor Emeritus Posts: 3245 Joined: January 01, 1970, 11:00:00 AM Location: Kaukauna, Wisconsin (USA) Contact: Contact kailhofer 03/'08 - Free Skate Post by kailhofer » October 19, 2008, 05:45:49 AM - Winner - Between Scareds By: Bill Wolfe "You're just chicken! " "Am not!" "You're chicken and yellow and ought to be wearing a pink dress." "Then you go down there and check it out!" Brent had me and I knew it. Boyhood logic. You either get it, or you don't. I really didn't want to be the first one down there, where we'd heard the commotion after the plane—or whatever—crashed near the old quarry. All we knew was, it was bright, burning, and very quiet till it hit the ground. Trapped between two scareds. That was me, alright. What? Don't know what that is? Not too surprising, really. Let me explain. My dad was a war hero. He really was. He even had the scars to prove it. Though he never talked about it. Not with me, anyway. My dad told me once that sometimes, bravery is nothing more than being trapped between two scareds. He told me—only once—that when it happened, he was more scared of letting his buddies down than of dying. And he hated the Japs for making him choose. His word, not mine. He earned the right, don't you think? Me? I was scared to be the first one down there and maybe even more scared to look like a sissy in front of my friends. I had a bad feeling about the whole situation, but that didn't stop me from joining in with the rest, laughing at Jimmy when he got all momma's boy on us, and went running home to tell his folks. It was only later that I realized Jimmy had a better look at it than we did. That left just the three of us, me and Brent and Larry. With Jimmy gone, we knew we had at least an hour—probably more—before any grownups came to check it out. So, mostly because I'd let myself get caught, I went…or at least I told them I did. I was trapped between two scareds, alright. I'm not really ashamed that I just walked a little ways down the path and then hid for about twenty minutes. What haunts me to this day is what I told them when I went back. It was meant as a joke. It was. But I just didn't think it through. I was planning to laugh at them when they came back empty-handed. And I still believe that today. Even with everything that's happening. Even since Jimmy called. I was breathing hard like I'd run all the way up from the quarry, but I was faking it. "It's a plane, and there's two dead guys. Pilots. I think they look Mexican. And there's all this money just laying around and blowing in the wind. No tellin' how much has already burned-up in the fire." Brent and Larry looked at each other, and with a loud whoop they started running down the path I'd just come up. They didn't even look back to see if I was behind them. As soon as they were out of earshot, I actually did laugh, a little. I remember thinking how I'd be lounging there on the flat of a big rock, all rested and ready to lord it over them that I'd fooled them both. I remember laying back, letting the heat from the sun-warmed limestone soak through my tee-shirt and watching the clouds and birds drift by on a dusty, hot, perfect summer day. I remember the smell of dried leaves, fresh growth, and a little bit of sweat. I remember thinking how they would be mad—but not really. I remember trying not to think that they had done what I was afraid to do. They would know what was down there and would tell me about it…thinking I already knew. They would never know that I was just too scared see it through. And then I remember the screams. I was halfway home when it flew overhead and disappeared. I got a much better look at it, that time. I'd like to say I thought they'd be okay. But then why would I tell everyone that I'd done what Jimmy did, and refused to go down to the quarry? I told them that I waited up top and ran away when I heard the screams. They all assured me I'd done the right thing, even Brent and Larry's parents. The freaking screams!, they haunt my dreams. And such screams they were. Though it's been forty-two years since that terrible day, the memory can still send chills down my spine. Those boys. Those boys who would pick-up a copperhead barehanded and chase kids around with it; those boys who didn't flinch when we cut our thumbs so we could become blood brothers; those boys who should have stood at my wedding, and consoled me through my divorce. Those boys should be fat and old, and with me now. We should be parked in front of the TV, drinking beer, cussing and hoping that the things silently floating front of every major world government building are nothing but some stupid hype for some Hollywood movie release, or something. Those boys who would recognize—as Jimmy and I do—those images on CNN. But I'm caught between scareds, again. I'm scared that those things are going to open up and spew death in every direction. And I'm more scared, maybe, that they'll open up the one on the White House lawn, and Brent and Larry are going to come walking out. What if they've learned the secrets of the universe? Should it have been me, instead? What if they are ambassadors of peace? What if they bring death? What if they're mindless robots? What if they've been suffering all these years? It should have been me. What if they still remember the story I told them? What if they tell? I've got my shotgun next to me, just in case. Sorry, Dad.
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